A lodger.

Hello, everyone. I'm Zhao Yue.

some people are just lodgers in your life.

I didn't understand this until I was 25.

and I was suddenly relieved.

step by step, they or they come into our lives and break into the familiar air with the smell of strangers. Some people are the small stones that lonely souls want to gather together and try to spend their life together. You don't love him. After they leave, the stones of this memory can be kicked away gently, but some people sleep in your life, and their leaving takes away the soul of this room. Everything is lifeless because of each other's left.  they are special people, glued to their hearts, and wind erosion becomes a small rock that can not be shaken in our lives.

Xiaobai is a friend of mine.

she just sent away a person who spent three years in her life just a week ago.

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this is the first time she has cohabited with a man.

originally thought he could stay in his life for the rest of his life.

it's a pity that life is unknown and the time limit for love is too short.

neither of the parents agrees with the two people to be together, only the two of them agree with the relationship. Xiaobai wants to stay in Beijing, and the boy wants to go back to Jinan, start a family and find a stable job. He will stay in this small town for the rest of his life, boring but contented. Xiaobai didn't want to live a life where she could see her head at a glance. She begged the boy to stay. The boy just picked a sunny day and packed a 30-inch suitcase and left her and the house while Xiaobai was at work. Several clothes and toiletries that I used to wear were taken away, and a note was left on the table with two lines: the rent has been paid for the whole year, and remember to cut off the power when you travel. Xiaobai was supposed to work late that day, but somehow he had to tell the leader that he didn't want to go home without overtime today. When she came home to see these, she called him, and her cell phone card could not be connected. She should have unplugged it and thrown it away.

if you leave too suddenly, you can't break your heart suddenly. Your body can't adapt to this sudden departure, thinking that the other person is still there. It's just a little joke. However, even if it is suddenly heartbroken, it is impossible to protect its rights. Who would ask for a little extra love from a person who leaves suddenly? He took it all with him.

Xiaobai knows that the two of them have no future.  the words "no future" and "no future" are very realistic and will make stubborn people lose their breath all of a sudden.  she just hates that he doesn't even have a complete ceremony for the final departure, which makes her think they are not over.

the wind in Beijing in June this year is different from the past. It is a little cold when I ride an electric bike with Xiaobai at night, and the street lights are dim and rickety, which makes the wind look much softer on this summer night. Small white hair fluffy tied a knot, hanging at the back of the neck, we so aimlessly wandered around at home, she hugged me lying behind me, I wore a thin T-shirt, the back has a wet touch, I know she is crying.

people cry every night in Beijing.

Love is never short of tears of reality.

We passed through the brief "tunnels" under the overpasses, and each time the "tunnels" spread out and melted in front of our eyes, adding layers of soft filters, like in a movie.

Xiaobai does not live in their "home" today.

she wants to move out, but she is reluctant to give up.

the worst harm to people is never to put those cruel words, but to nibble away a little bit, to grow up with us, to become our habit, and to pull them away after sleeping in our lives with a gentle look, even with a belt and flesh, to take away a piece.

but still a lodger.  there will continue to be people who spend the night in our lives, make us feel pain or happy when they are around, and the only thing we can do when we leave is to wave goodbye.  is just an intermediate process, and we always have to tidy up our house and wait for the tenants who have been stuck in our hearts for years or even decades. And we are other people's tenants.

learn to accept departure and change.

maybe we'll meet again.

at this point, I think too much.

I might as well have a good sleep.

who are you a lodger in your life now?