Boys'"competitive spirit" often starts from falling in love with a person.

you have always been a bit of a "go with the flow" person.

remember that not long after the start of school, you saw your roommate recording a short video with a cell phone.

only then do I know that each of them has some fans more or less, which is a little famous blogger.

 so you also sign up for the platform's account and record a few tens of seconds of videos every day when there is no class.  

it's not because it's easier to find a goal, it's just that you, who are too small to live in "comparison", are used to using others as a frame of reference.

  it seems that there is always a benchmark in life. If you can't touch it, you can only chase it desperately.  
 

it lasts for a while, and your fan count is still in double digits.

you are a little reluctant, why others can, but not yourself.

so I started looking for short video operation materials and spent time thinking about the rules of popular styles. While  
 

is getting farther and farther away from his original intention, it also confirms the saying:

boys start to do something for fun, and in the end, they all do it to be better than others.

you just remembered that in high school, you liked to watch some lengthy literary movies, and you also thought about making some feature films yourself.

but soon, you are the first to deny it:

"it shouldn't be a big deal. This is what era, short videos are so popular, who can calm down to watch it. "

"but good things are always worth seeing."

after my friend finished, his cell phone ring just rang. It was the familiar "stubbornness":

"I am not afraid of being blocked by thousands of people, but I am afraid of surrendering" just hit you.

 when you go back, you decide to ignore the comments of the people around you and devote more time to your love.  
 during that time, you made an interesting film and organized movie watching activities, although only a few audiences came.  
 

but thanks to a small audience, you noticed her at first sight, the girl you loved for a long time.

boys are like this. Once they have a liking for someone, they will easily be aroused by this favorable feeling.

so you begin to pay close attention to her reaction when watching the movie.  
 

she is fascinated, and you think you took a good picture; she looks down at her phone, and you think everything is worthless.

 this makes you find that you are starting to care about other people's opinions again, like a strange circle.  
  and you suddenly understand that "I am not afraid of being blocked by thousands of people, but I am afraid of surrendering myself." there should be    "I am more afraid that the person I like will not stand with me."   

so after watching the movie, you decide to try to take the initiative.

but her phrase "being able to do a job you like" still keeps you engaged in a career related to movies.

 although it is also on a short video platform, the company you work for wants to "do something slow on a fast platform".  
 

coincides with your persistence and is worthy of you for so many years.

 now looking back, you have to admit that most people don't really care.  
 

but you also admit another fact:

"believe in yourself" cannot counteract "the negation of others" at all. This process needs the affirmation of the person you like more.

until that day, by chance, you saw a comment under your work, and the avatar looked familiar.

Isn't it marvellous and exhilarating to find a stunning red spaghetti strap evening gown for your event? There is no better place to buy the perfect dress from than Adoringdress.com.

 at that moment you realize  
 

although it is not easy to find someone who "likes" and "affirms" you at the same time.

but the moment you decide to stick to being yourself, you are actually on the way to that person.

so, "be yourself" and "meet someone who understands you" are actually causality.

they complement each other and form a perfect closed loop.