Connection is futile romance.

I haven't sent anything these days because I am in Palau, a very small country in the Pacific Ocean. If you zoom in on the map and can't even see its existence, the materials are imported, so it is conceivable that the network here is not very good. There are a lot of things I want to send you that are limited by the slow network.

I watched an interview about Zhou Yunpeng today, and one of them moved me very much. He said, "I walk around, write poems and sing songs. I'm not trying to prove anything. It's just that I like this kind of life. I like running like water."  when I saw this, I was on an uninhabited island. I buffered this article early and stored it on my mobile phone. After the diving team leader brought us here, we had dinner and had nothing to do to rest on the beach. I opened this article and read this sentence.

I don't know if you feel the same way. sometimes, when I see some words with the right taste or hear some songs that suit the mood, I will enter the space where only the two of us co-exist with the author or this musician. Few bosom friends share what they need in life, so I feel moved when I see these works that poke the heart of the matter.

"I'm not trying to prove anything, but I like this kind of life." Zhou Yunpeng's sentence is exactly what I have in mind. Today, when I saw flocks of fish jumping across the sea, I recorded a video on my mobile phone. I couldn't get it on my phone, so I couldn't take a picture with my camera. So I put these things down, sat on the boat, watched quietly, and watched it "hard", hoping that the scene would be recorded in my memory.

"some scenery cannot be photographed by even advanced equipment". Today, my friends and I share the same feeling. "what you remember is the feeling of the moment, which cannot be recorded and needs to be tried by yourself."  for example, the moon, stars, and clouds we saw fishing tonight, the captain was driving in the sea with a flashlight, so that we could see the shining fish on the sea surface. The mountains and the sea were moving back rapidly, and there was only the sound of wind and waves in our ears, and the auditory feeling in the dark was constantly amplified. When we go fishing at night, we hang the silk thread and drop it into the sea. The feeling of fish pecking food is transmitted through this thin thread.  "feeling" is a very important word, and it will support all memories. Some people have forgotten, but at some point, they will think of what they once felt in a similar situation, to recall that moment, like an electric shock.

there is a passage in "Lover" in which the man says to the woman:  "After many years, you may not remember my name, my appearance, but you will remember this afternoon, this room, and how you feel about me right now."  so creating feelings is a way to stay in other people's hearts, just like these scenes, the moonlight is loose, but always follow, gentle sharks pass by at our feet, scavengers attach to them, small yellow-billed fish lead them and sneak into the sea, there is the sound of small bubbles breaking in my ears, the shells in the coral open and close with the mood, and the warm currents wrap my body.

"if the moonlight and my lover could lie in my hands at the same time at night, I would not feel sorry for the sunset in the Pacific Ocean."  I recorded this in yesterday's memo, but today I dived, and when I saw the calm ocean again, I adjusted my breath, and the sound of broken and rebuilt bubbles in the ocean suddenly made me feel that the connection was futile and romantic, but it was so necessary. The limited soul needs to distinguish what is important in the connection and disconnection, what is floating is a dream bubble, can not expect too much, and the things that can be held are romantic.

Today I took a picture of our old captain. He is 68 years old.

come back in the evening,

I adjusted the sentence in the memo again:

I'm not trying to prove anything,

it's just that I like this kind of life.

if moonlight and lover

can't lie in my hand at the same time at night,

I don't care.

after all,

in the feeling of nature,

I still have my whole self when the sun sets in the Pacific Ocean.

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