Going back to your hometown to sleep with your ex-wife during the Spring Festival is not considered to be having sex.
After all these years, I find that I am really a loser.
1
A few days before the Spring Festival, someone in the high school classmate group lost a red packet and asked who had come back. Daqing casually clicked, but unexpectedly, he robbed more than 90 yuan of ten red envelopes for 100 yuan alone. now everyone fried the pot, saying that he never appeared like a ghost every year. He hastened to fill in a red packet but still could not stop everyone's attack. Even the class girl said, "have you mixed up and looked down on us?"
this is beside the point. Daqing is not good-looking, has been quiet since childhood, is often bullied and accustomed to an inferiority complex, and seldom attends these meaningless parties. Another important reason is that his ex-wife, who was also a high school classmate, stayed in the county to work. His ex-wife complained a lot during the divorce. Over the years, he saw that his son contacted his ex-father-in-law and never called his ex-wife. It was awkward for the two to meet again at the reunion.
but now that all the girls in the class are talking, he begins to hesitate. Maybe this party can make friends with the class girls? Or maybe you can make peace with your ex-wife?
it's not a bad thing anyway. He decided to pluck up his courage and go.
he still remembers seeing the class flower for the first time 20 years ago, with a small white face, a pink skirt, and a hairpin on the neckline with a butterfly on it. He was fascinated by the butterfly flapping its wings in the sun. Later, I thought of her jerking off in the dormitory. Every time I was about to shoot, I pinched Tintin tightly to keep the filth from coming out. Other boys in the dormitory also played, they exaggerated with a large ball of toilet paper to wipe themselves, making the dormitory fishy. They wondered why Daqing never jerked off. Daqing said, "I want to learn, who is like you." Everyone laughed so much that he would certainly become the screw of socialism.
in his third year of high school, he received a love letter from Xiuping, his current ex-wife. Xiu Ping loves to change famous sentences into her own when writing love letters. She said: "in a person's life, it is easy to meet love, but it is also easy to meet others. The hardest thing to encounter is to understand, I know you." Also said: "I would like to be two birds with you, fluttering, snuggling, and flying in the night."
there was a lot of pressure during the college entrance examination. He and Xiu Ping kissed at the back door of the school when there was self-study at night. There is a very strange feeling of being eroded by other smells. It turns out that everyone has his body smell. Xiuping smells like sandalwood. He doesn't hate it, nor does he like it. When kissing, I didn't know where to put my hand, and slowly scratched her chest through the thin shirt, which was softer than I thought. Xiuping hummed a little, and he thought she was unhappy, so he let go of her hand. It was years before he realized that the hum was for enjoyment.
later, they were admitted to different universities. after graduation, they went back to work in the county together, got married, and had a son. He couldn't handle the pots and pans, and the show screen was so strong that they poked the fire three or two times. Daqing was desperate for face, but Xiuping didn't give him face. He said everything harshly, and the two sides gradually became discouraged and broke up.
Daqing has not been doing very well in the south these years. He didn't have much fighting spirit himself, and he showed signs of premature senility before the age of 40-he didn't want to love, doubted love, didn't compete and had time to sleep more. Once he thought that God had given him time but he spent it "fooling around" and was a little abusive. Should he struggle? So I got a fitness card and decided to fight with my growing belly first. As a result, a few days later, one of his leaders died of overwork, and he immediately gave up his fitness card. It's still comfortable to sleep. nothing in the world is better than lying in a broken bed in the shape of a man.
2
the student reunion was arranged by the son of a retired county magistrate. His father was still secretary of the township party committee when he was a student. Later, he became a county magistrate, and his son followed the scene. Although the old man has abdicated now, his son has business connections in those years, has made a fortune, and made a wide range of contacts, and Yu Wei is still there.
I haven't stayed in my hometown for many years, but I found that the hotel has been brilliantly repaired, and there are QR codes for Alipay and Wechat on the bar. Even the old man and the old lady will use "scan" to pay the bill. Daqing looked around, suddenly heard people shouting, across a huge glass fish tank did not see who, around to find that it is a class beauty. His heart sank and there was a loud noise when he fell to the soles of his feet, and he shook for fear that he might not stand-- how could she be so ugly? Yeah? How can a girl who used to be beautiful become like this? She wears a mink coat. Mink is not something that anyone can wear beautifully. She looks like a bear. Perhaps to show off her marten, she was reluctant to take it off in such a hot hall, dabbing it with a thick powder, leaving clear white lines on the corners of her eyes that had just laughed after sweating-did she not know that the powder would be squeezed into those folds? And her open neckline, which is as big as her buttocks, looks thick and strong. Doesn't she know that when big breasts and a big waist are combined, cleavage loses its meaning? The planes that secretly played for her in those years turned into sour food, and his eyes jumped to pour out the memories, and suddenly saw the show screen.
she is old, too.
I am only 37 years old, and I have completely lost the temperament of a little girl. In the south, there are indeed more young women at the age of 37 than in the county. He suddenly felt sad. He still remembers kissing her at that time and blaming himself for not leaving his first kiss to the class girl.
the class flower turned around to see the show screen, made a few jokes, and immediately used her long fingernails covered with diamonds to play with her mobile phone.
Daqing and Xiuping stood face to face, for a while, Xiuping said, "Why haven't you changed?"
all you know is to sleep every day, and you don't worry about anything. What can change? He said slightly, "I'm getting fat."
"OK."
followed by a burst of embarrassment, she said, "the private room is upstairs."
he said, "I didn't expect you to come."
together they went upstairs along the broad marble stairs, and the show screen was still sharp-tongued: "Why don't I come?" Am I afraid of you? "
"that's not. I'm afraid of you. " He's telling the truth. Xiu Ping smiled, and he found that her smile was much better than that of the class girl. In the end, there have been feeling, and those who have had lust are completely different.
"where's the stone?" Stone is their son.
"Why did you bring him here? Have a family reunion? "
she still has many rhetorical questions. He found that he didn't hate rhetorical questions so much, but felt secure.
"Hello," he was a little bolder and asked her, "the last time I came back, I heard Stone say you were talking about someone?"
"bullshit."
he was a little happy.
followed Xiuping into the private room. Xiubing immediately mingled with a group of women and laughed back at him: "this table belongs to women, and your men are over there."
amid a roar of laughter, Daqing went to greet his male compatriots, and he felt that his soul had settled down at this moment.
3 classmate reunion is quite civilized, men drink with men, women talk about women, there are no jokes, no glasses of wine, no dirty jokes flying around. Of course, bragging is inevitable, but after a round of cowhide blowing down found that more than half of the people divorced, Daqing felt a little sighed. He turned to look at the show screen, and she was also peeking at him. The two men tacitly raised the glass and drank it.
A handful of people attended the classmate reunion for a purpose, and they talked about business, so before the meal was finished, that group of people was anxious to book a private room on KTV. Tuhao students called loudly: "Yes, Hobao bag!" What? Booked?! I don't care, you have to make a room for me anyway. I'm your VVVVIP. " Over there, a child brought by a female classmate spilled soup on Xiuping, and Xiuping stood up and went to the bathroom to wash.
Daqing followed suit.
is everything all right?
"Fortunately, the soup is cold." Xiu Ping said.
the bathroom is in the public area. Xiuping lifts her clothes and wipes them. Daqing sees her belly, her flesh is a little leaky, and a small circle of the flesh is on the waist of her trousers, because of stretch marks, like a little flower snake.
"what are you looking at? I haven't seen it before."
"I haven't seen you for a long time."
Xiu Ping laughed and kicked him. He flashed flexibly, and the two became much more intimate with this kick.
"there is a dryer," Daqing said.
the show screen baked wet clothes underneath, and when someone came to dry their hands, Daqing apologized. After a while, when the clothes were ready, Daqing proposed to go for a walk.
there are artificial pools and fountains in front of the hotel, with wooden seats next to them. They sat down. Daqing felt that they had eaten a little too much just now, and it was harder than usual when they sat down. He said, "look at my stomach."
this remark is also to make Xiuping not feel inferior. Xiu Ping understood. She smiled and said, "it's all the same, let's see who the years forgive."
"it's okay for you to be fat, plump, but I can't be fat."
"Hmm?"
"When a man gets fat, that thing retracts."
"really?" Xiu Ping laughed loudly.
"feel it later."
Xiu Ping discovered that she had fallen into his trap. She looked at him angrily and said sour, "I've been out for a few years and learned to be dirty."
"I dare to be dirty in front of you."
the conversation was interrupted for a while.
Xiu Ping just asked the core question: "all these years, you haven't found it?"
"I've found two or three, none of them."
"Oh?"
"I don't know if you have seen Hellinger's things. I agree with some of them. "
Xiu Ping said: "busy with the children, my mother is not in good health. She goes to the hospital for physiotherapy twice a week, so I am not in the mood to read idle books."
the conversation was interrupted for a while, and this time Daqing felt remorse. He transfers two thousand yuan to her card every month, which is not enough to hire a half-babysitter. He thinks that women are quite great, they want more, they want you to have a successful career, they want you to have time to be with you, they want you to be nice and obedient, and they want you to be nice and obedient only to her. But they have much to give, they risk their lives, only for a family, for this one person.
Daqing said, "what about you?" You didn't look for it? "
"I found it, too, but it doesn't work." By the way, tell me about Hellinger's theory. "
"it probably means, 'you have to find the right person.' this is a fallacy because who you marry, you have to face yourself in the end. When you are scum, the other person must be scum, and when you make progress, your marriage will get better. "
the show screen is silent.
"the next partner will be fine, which is also a misconception. A change of person can only be good for a moment because both parties have not yet honestly exposed their shortcomings. If a person's attitude towards marriage does not change, there will still be problems in the second marriage, which is just different from that in the first marriage. "
Xiu Ping said, "I just think there are as many faults like everyone else. I can't tell you these things."
"Are you with someone?"
"didn't you say you found someone?"
"have you lived with someone?"
"what's the difference between finding someone and living a life?"
"that's different. Go to bed."
"you digress."
"do you think so?" Daqing sat in and made a gesture to choke her.
"get out of here. You didn't live with anyone else?"
passed and almost got married. But Daqing didn't say. That girl looks like 20 years ago. Bena, what's his temper, like Xiuping. When I was about to get married, after a big fight over decorating the house, Daqing found that in the past, I always felt that the responsibility for divorce was in Xiuping, but it was not. Everyone had to bear their responsibility. If they were not happy, the responsibility must also lie with themselves. It shows that they have found the wrong person, not the best of themselves and that they do not accept the reality of demanding their spouses. How can you be happy when you have so many mistakes? He gave up the girl at the last minute and the idea of remarrying in this life.
I also had several one-night stands, but later I found that eating, giving gifts, opening a room, spending too much money, and each of them came from unknown sources, so I solved them by hand instead.
Daqing and Xiuping do not know what to say, rambling on for more than half an hour, the hotel has also ended, everyone said goodbye at the door, unexpectedly no one found them, and no one called them.
"Is this creating an opportunity for us or forgetting us? You didn't find out if you lost both of them? " Xiu Ping asked.
"create opportunities," Daqing said. "so cherish it."
4
Daqing followed Xiuping back to her home. It was still the old house, nothing had changed, but everything seemed to have changed as if an old picture had been attached-the curtains were old, the floor was damp again, the edges and corners were turned up, the bathroom door was so deformed that it could not be closed, and the bedside table was bitten by a dog.
Xiu Ping booed and told him that the child was in the big bedroom with her parents and that he had to go to the guest bedroom with her.
Daqing followed her to the guest bedroom like a thief. He was excited at the thought that he would see his son as soon as he got up tomorrow morning.
this is home.
who doesn't yearn for home?
what a normal thing for others is how extravagant it is for him.
he fell asleep along with the show screen, and Xiu Ping said, turn off the lights. He turned off the light obediently and came to press her. Her chest has shrunk, and she still has some contentment when she is sitting. Lying down is like dried jujube on the washboard, rubbing it hard. Daqing suddenly walked away for a while. He wants the chest of the class flower to be as big as that. Will it be more comfortable when being touched? Think about it again, even if Tintin is older, the pleasure should be the same, so he regains his mind and continues to touch. The smell of the show screen is still the same, a slightly bitter smell of sandalwood. In the past, he did not hate it, but now he was feeling and liking it, and he did not expect that the familiar smell was so calming.
the show screen begins to hum.
having fun, she got into his arms and asked, "do you think the flowers in our class are so fat?"
"I was startled, too, and did you notice that her personality has changed?"
"um. I used to be so honorable... Have you ever liked her? "
"No."
"Who are you kidding?"
"not really. Both of you have changed a lot. I was shocked to see her and distressed to see you. "
Xiu Ping smiled and said that she knew why the class girls had become so eager to mingle with men, that their beauties were easy to grow old, that they had a bigger psychological gap, and that she needed to prove that she was still likable. If Miss Banhua hadn't changed at all, he might have run away with her tonight. She knew he liked her, and the whole class knew it. Xiuping sighed for her, but who is not old? no one is immortal.
Daqing then said, "Yes, no one is an immortal."... So you should forgive me, too. You see, I can forgive you. "
"What happened to me? Do you forgive me for what I have? "
"you have a poisonous mouth and always call me a loser."
"then why do you forgive me?"
"because after so many years, I find that I am a loser."
Xiuping cheered up, hugged him tighter, and soon snored slightly. He buried his face in her hair and sniffed carefully, the smell of wine, sweat, shampoo, and her special sandalwood smell. When he remembered the first kiss, he hated that he knew too little at that time and should have touched her full breasts more than being scared to impotence when he heard her moaning. However, don't worry, there is still a long time to live, slowly learn more about life, now that they are reunited, they can still wait.
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