My girlfriend has become a ghost.
The happiest time in life is when you are good.
the happiest thing in life is saying hello
one,
my girlfriend died.
I'm sorry.
when I went to visit her grave, I saw her sitting on the tombstone.
she held up her chin, smiled at me, and said, "there you are."
I reached out and pinched myself for "pain". I don't seem to be dreaming.
she jumped down lightly, came up to me, stuck out her tongue, and said, "Oh, don't be afraid!" I don't know what went wrong, and that's what happened. You see, I have no feet. "
II
my girlfriend has become a ghost.
I took him to see Dr. Gao.
Dr. Gao is my high school classmate. His family has been engaged in medicine for generations, but he is infatuated with Dharma. However, under pressure, I still have to apply to medical colleges and universities, studying my methods while practicing medicine.
Dr. Gao looked at me and my girlfriend with no surprise. He pulled me aside and said, "the medical concept of an individual death is breathing and cardiac arrest." At the current medical level, it is impossible to resurrect. And the reason why your girlfriend is still in the form of soul in the world can only be seen from another point of view, in my impression, she is now this situation should be because there are forgotten things have not remembered. I wish you could help her remember. "
I nodded. This should not be very difficult.
as soon as he was about to leave, he came back and patted me on the shoulder and told me, "Oh yes, and the cause of death is taboo for ghosts. There's nothing to pay attention to except don't talk about it. Anyway, it's better to solve this matter as soon as possible."
III.
"what's your name?"
"Xia Fan."
"Yes. What's the date of birth? "
"26 March 1993."
"that's right."... What's your favorite food? "
"Hot pot!"
"that's right, too... Who is your boyfriend? "
"Quan Zhilong!"
"that's right."... What's your favorite... Wait? Who is it? "
" ~ you! You! "
well, I hold my forehead with both hands. In this case, I can never solve the problem.
"I think you must have forgotten our past."
"No!"
"Why else would you come to me?"
"I didn't come to you, you came to me! I didn't forget! I remember everything with you clearly! Clear! Clear! The Chu! The Chu! " Every time my girlfriend can't talk about me, she will turn up the volume angrily.
"all right, stop yelling, you're cute, you're right. Are you hungry? " I touched her head.
"hungry!"
"ghosts are hungry, too." I teased her with a smile.
"Yes, not only will I be hungry, but I can pinch you!" She gave me a sharp pinch as she spoke.
four,
I asked my girlfriend to lead the way, and the two of us went to my favorite restaurant. There are no small restaurants that are not for dinner. Our favorite is by the window and the position closest to the air conditioner happens to be vacant. She bounced and ran to sit down.
"Boss! Order! " I yelled at my dozing boss.
"coming." The boss got up vaguely, grabbed the book and pen, and smiled when he saw me. "Yo, alone."
"Ah." I glanced at my girlfriend and she stuck out her tongue at me.
"um. Alone. "
"what are you eating today?" The boss posed to remember the names of the dishes.
"what to eat," I repeated and aimed at my girlfriend.
Fried Sweet and Sour Tenderloin!
"A Fried Sweet and Sour Tenderloin," I said to the boss.
"Yu-Shiang Shredded Pork! No fungus! "
"one Yu-Shiang Shredded Pork, no fungus."
"Kung Pao chicken! Another corn soup! More corn! "
"Kung Pao chicken, corn soup with more corn, and two bowls of rice." After ordering the meal, I breathe a sigh of relief. I remember all the food I like and what I don't like.
"all right! I'll give you a little more today. I feel your hunger. " The boss laughed secretly when he heard two bowls of rice.
I stared at my girlfriend after the boss left.
"Don't look, I just don't want him to see me. It's troublesome, you humans don't understand. " Girlfriend makes excuses.
"all right, you're cute. You're right about everything." I reached out and touched her head and looked at her smiling face, feeling a little sad.
5.
it began to drizzle the next day.
my girlfriend and I were trapped under the eaves of the street shop.
"what should I do?" I said.
"the most beautiful thing is not a rainy day, pick up!" The girlfriend answered irresponsibly.
"is it the eaves that sheltered from the rain with you?"
"it's me!" Stupid! "
it was raining harder and harder. My girlfriend looked at me and said, "it's not far from the milk tea shop. Let's go to the milk tea shop." I don't seem to have been there for a long time. "
I touched her head and said, "Yes."
a milk tea shop is a place we know each other. She led me to the shop and explained his memory is still there.
I remember the day we met was also rainy. The summer rain came in a hurry, and I happened to come in to take shelter that day.
after buying milk tea, I was walking to the place where I was sitting when I bumped into a little girl. The milk tea in her hand was uncovered and spilled all over me.
she was startled and kept apologizing to me.
although I was upset, I couldn't argue with a little girl and waved my hand and said it was all right.
sitting in the shop until the rain stopped, ready to go out, just went out, another wind and fiery figure bumped into me. This time the milk tea in the little girl's hand was sealed, but with a shake of her hand, the milk tea fell on the ground, cracked a crack toward me, and splashed my white sneakers full of milk tea stains.
the little girl looked down and froze and kept saying "I'm sorry" to me. "
I collapsed, the two looked up at each other, looked at each other, and suddenly screamed "how come it's you again!"
the little girl blushed and said, "I'm sorry." I don't always watch the way I walk. It's adding mushrooms to you. "
"add mushrooms?"
"Oh, it's just trouble!" Why don't you take off your clothes and give them to me, and I'll wash them and return them to you? "
I laughed. "my clothes and shoes are dirty. If I give them to you, I have to go back naked." Forget it. "
the little girl thought about it and said, "then leave me contact information!" I'll treat you to dinner! "
I had no choice but to leave her cell phone number. When I left, I heard the little girl say dejectedly behind her, "I bought two cups of milk tea with double ingredients, but I didn't drink a single mouthful."... "
I couldn't help laughing secretly, thinking that this girl must not be a bad person.
"what are you thinking?" My girlfriend pushed me.
"ah?" I thought to myself, "Oh. I think of the first time I met you here. "
"Oh, that time!" It's a pity for my two cups of milk tea. " The girlfriend said regretfully.
"Keep that in mind." I habitually touched her head and joked, "you threw milk tea on me twice. Did you have a crush on me and designed it?"
I thought she would reach out and pinch me and laugh at me for being narcissistic.
but she didn't speak. Walked away silently.
there are not many people in the milk tea shop, and there are several passers-by like us who take shelter from the rain. With large and small milk teas in their hands.
the main item in the store this month is sweet-scented osmanthus milk tea. A faint fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus is coming from the air.
my girlfriend stood at the floor-to-ceiling window, quietly looking out.
I walked up to her and put my chin on her head.
"what are you thinking?"
she reached out and pulled me.
the rain gradually stopped.
the slight wind shook the beaded curtain at the door of the store and heard the sound of Soso.
"I like you so much." She said. "it's not easy to get together, and I don't want to give up."
six,
on the third day, my girlfriend suddenly caught up with South Korean TV dramas and sat on the couch watching TV, but she just didn't want to go out.
I haven't talked to her for a long time. I don't know what's going on in my heart.
I had no choice but to sit down and watch with her.
the man on TV angrily took the girl by the hand and chattered in Korean that I didn't understand. Do you still remember this Korean TV play? I told you before. " My girlfriend suddenly turned around and asked me.
"Which one?"
"the chef."
"Oh! That! I remember! For him, you once tried to get me to apply for New Oriental. "
"Hmm. The lady in there is just like me. "
"just as cute?"
"it's also a ghost! But there seems to be nothing wrong with what you said. " She laughed.
"one more thing is the same. The hostess has her favorite chef, and I also have my favorite you."
"I'm not as handsome as the chef," I said on purpose.
Yearn for flirty corset back prom dresses and be the spotlight of crowed? You'll be surprised by the confidence you'll have!
"Ha-ha-ha She reached out and pinched my face.
I looked at her smiling face, happy and sad.
Seven,
my girlfriend has been staying at home watching Korean TV dramas since she refused to go out on the third day.
one after another, comedies with potato chips, tragedies with paper towels, horror movies with thick blankets.
I sat by and looked at her. She wore a bow headband and her hair was a mess. Sitting cross-legged on the sofa, sitting on the whole body collapsed into lying down. Piled potato chips and yogurt on hand, laughing with the plot.
in a trance, I suddenly felt that life was still by common sense, and nothing had happened to my girlfriend. Fuck what you forget and what turns into a ghost. There seems to be nothing wrong with wasting our lives like this.
I was thinking about it when suddenly my cell phone shook. I looked down. It was Dr. Gao on the phone. I looked back at my girlfriend and was still immersed in the TV series, so I picked up my cell phone and went to the corridor.
"what's wrong? Call me suddenly. "
"how's your girlfriend?"
"it's fine." I lit a cigarette and took a puff to answer Dr. Gao.
"is it good? What's good? She is now a ghost, not a person. What do you think I am talking to you about? Have you forgotten what I told you to solve as soon as possible? "
"I didn't forget what you told me. How dare I forget, son? "
"Alas." Dr. Gao sighed, "I also know you don't want to give up, but everything in the world has its own rules. After death, dust is supposed to return to dust, and reincarnation is reincarnated. Your girlfriend can still make you both miss the past at 01:30. It's not good for you for a long time. Hurry up to help her remember that and send her away. "
"." I didn't say anything.
"after all, people and ghosts have a long way to go. You are a wise man, don't you?" Seeing that I was silent, Dr. Gao added.
"mm-hmm."
"that's it, and don't worry too much about it. There's nothing I can do. "
Dr. Gao comforted me again. Someone asked him to make a house call, so he hung up. I was alone at the top of the stairs. Accidentally, the smoke had burned to the butt of the cigarette. I put out my cigarette, turned my head, and went home.
when I came in, my girlfriend was still sitting on the sofa watching TV as we did before we went out.
I walked over, sat down, and looked at the floor in a daze.
my girlfriend looked at me and sighed. She turned her head to watch the TV, picked up the chips and put them down, grabbed the remote control, and paused the TV series.
neither of us speaks. The world suddenly quieted down.
all that is left in the air is the smell of chamomile from the aromatherapy that my girlfriend bought before.
at last, she spoke first.
"I secretly asked Dr. Gao, and he told me that after helping me remember, I would leave here. Then because I am a special ghost, after I leave, all the traces I leave will leave. In other words, you will forget me. I. "
she was halfway through her words and bowed her head. I gently took her hand and squeezed it hard.
she froze for a moment, with a cry in her voice. "it's not that I don't want to go out with you, I just. I just don't want you to forget me. "
she rubbed over aggrieved and gently touched my hand. There was a cry in his voice.
"I don't want to die. I still have a lot of food to eat, a lot of books to read, and I didn't have time to go to Bigbang's concert. It turned out that when I was alive, I always felt that the days were long and long and that I could not finish things today, there would be tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, and I would not be sad even if I kept dragging my heart. But that's not the case. Life is subtraction, and one day is lost after one day. "
she looked up at me. "I seem to have wasted a lot of time with you. I'm sorry."
eight,
after my girlfriend turned off the unfinished Korean TV series, we looked for a lot of places together.
I accompanied my girlfriend to the park where we often go.
there is a huge cherry tree in the park. In spring, a whole tree turns pink.
every spring, my girlfriend will bring me to the park to see the cherry blossoms when there are few people.
I remember once she stood under a tree and asked me to take a picture of her. Just set up the pose, suddenly the wind came up. The spring wind is gentle, rolled up into pieces of cherry blossoms, the whole picture becomes pink. My girlfriend looked back and happened to catch up with the wind blowing towards us. My head was covered with cherry blossoms.
freeze the picture.
We went to the library.
in the children's library on the sixth floor, there is an illustrated version of the Little Prince in the third row of bookshelves by the window. The book number ends with 3332.
I remember that when I was taking the postgraduate entrance examination, my girlfriend accompanied me to the library to review. It was the students' final exam and the library was full.
We searched the whole library before we found two seats in the children's hall. I reviewed it carefully there, and my girlfriend was playing with her cell phone. In the end, the phone ran out of power, so she went to find a book to read. I picked and picked a copy of "The Little Prince".
looking at it, he asked me for a pen and paper and took notes seriously.
it was a sunny day and we sat by the window. The sun came in and was warm on my body, and there were occasional noises from children. I looked back after finishing a paper and saw my girlfriend falling asleep with a pen in her hand. The afternoon wind brushed her broken hair on her forehead. The whole scene is gentle and beautiful.
I came across a few lines on the paper, "it's the time you wasted on me that makes me so precious." It's what the fox said to the little prince in the Little Prince.
take a closer look, there is also a small to written at the bottom, followed by my name.
at that time, I suddenly felt strangely quiet around me. I could only hear my heartbeat.
I looked at my sleeping girlfriend next to me. The girl was self-willed, lazy, procrastinating, gluttonous, and stupid. But even if I like her very much, I can't give a reason.
We went to a primary school nearby.
We often go to this primary school. Because there is a very delicious breakfast restaurant in front of the primary school.
my girlfriend asked for a cage of Xiaolongbao and a bowl of wonton as always.
she remembers her favorite food best.
after eating, I walked out of the breakfast shop and stood at the gate of the primary school. I began to be in a trance.
she remembers everything I remember.
I took her all over the city and walked together for many days and nights.
these days we spend more time together than we used to.
I can't help but want to give up again.
what is good or not, whether it should be or not, fuck it. I just want to be with the girl I like.
positiveThink, the girlfriend of one side was hit by a child who rushed out suddenly.
the child stopped, apologized to his girlfriend, and continued to run to the school gate. Turn around again and again while running. I followed his eyes and turned out to be looking at my mother.
as he ran, he waved to his mother and shouted, "Bye, Mom!"
my mother stood there and smiled at him and gently waved to him.
my girlfriend tugged at my sleeve and tried to talk, but suddenly burst into tears.
I panicked. "Why did the child bump into it and cry?" So fragile? "
"I finally remember." She said with a cry.
hearing what my girlfriend said, I suddenly began to get nervous.
she said, "I remember every small restaurant we had together. I remember the milk tea shop where I spilled milk tea on your shoes. I remember the Korean TV series we watched together, in which the chef was not as handsome as you.
"I remember the picture of cherry blossoms flying, and I remember the words I copied down in" The Little Prince "that I wanted to give you. I remember every song we have heard together, every road we have traveled, every good word you have said to me, every movie we have seen, and every moment of holding hands together.
"the years I spent with you, I haven't forgotten how much I like you." It was not easy to get together. "
I choked on this sudden confession of love and was speechless.
she leaned into my arms, looked up at me, and said, "I remember every detail we had together." However, I seem to have forgotten to say goodbye to you. "
one side of the wind rolled up these seemingly light words, which lingered in my ear for a long time.
she stood on tiptoe and wiped my face.
"many adults still shed tears. It's not humiliating. You will be laughed at by the children! "
"." I can't speak.
"Don't be sad! From now on, when you die of old age, you will wrinkle and come to me. I am still a beautiful girl! "
the slogan "one, two, one, turn left and right" came from the school. My girlfriend followed the rhythm to me and turned to me.
"Hello! nice to meet you! But I have to go! " She wiped away her tears and raised her head with a smile. "although I don't mind you coming to me crumpled, I hope you can meet someone better soon, forget me soon, and goodbye."
Nine,
A long time later, I tidied up my things. Turn to a tender hand account of a pink powder.
when I was flipping through it, I accidentally dropped a faded picture. It was a screenshot of an unknown Korean TV series. It was a sentence from an aunt who said:
"it would be nice if people knew when they would die and said goodbye in advance." But it just can't be like that. that's life. "
I glued the picture back to the previous place and saw a beautiful line at the bottom:
"the happiest time in life is when you say hello, and the saddest thing is when you say goodbye because you never know when the next goodbye will be. My relationship with most people is just an acquaintance, but it's a pity that I didn't say goodbye. "
"goodbye is such a thing, how can you forget! I just forgot to make it up next time. Who wrote it? it's so hypocritical. "
but I closed the handbook and thought about it for a long time, but I didn't remember who this hypocritical handbook belongs.
the wind on one side raises the curtains, and I don't know why there is a faint fragrance of cherry blossoms. Maybe the cherry blossoms in the park are blooming again.