Parasite paranoia

0.

you have one baby and I have two. I should sit on a hanging rock in Cornwall and comb my hair. I should wear tiger pants. I should have an affair. We should meet in another life. We should meet in the air. You and me.

1.

fourth day.

Qiao Qi realized that she had bugs, which was the fourth day after breaking up with Zhou Zhong.

she remembers so clearly. It was a late autumn night, and after working overtime, she took the last No. 10 bus back to the small suit she rented near Haijiao City. When I entered the door, I dropped my bag without turning on the light and fell onto the sofa. I couldn't stop the tears coming out. These days she was so tired that she seemed to have been tired for several generations-a camels trudging in the desert, struggling to support, could be crushed to death by the last straw at any time.

the autumn night in Chengdu is already a little cold. I specially added a small suit, and I began to feel cold. The sky is stagnant, the green is like strong tea, and there is a soft blue in the purple gloom. The light of the street lamp is dim and yellow, which is brown sugar melted at the bottom of the cup, precipitating muddy catkins, with a rotten smell.

the speaker next door keeps playing: "strange cities, familiar corners, have comforted each other, hugged and sighed, no matter what the outcome will be.". "

over and over again, we are running out of water. When I heard Qiao Qi, I felt that I was separated from Zhou Zhe-song and that I had come to the end of my life. She listened attentively for a while but finally stopped her tears. I don't know if this bitter love song had the effect of attacking poison with poison.

she got up from the sofa and fumbled for her cell phone in the dark, such as the blind. It took a while to unlock the lock screen and sent a text message to Zhou Zhicong: "here's something for you. Do you want more?" It takes more effort to write a text message for more than ten minutes, delete and subtract, and choose your words carefully. Finally, with one heart, press send. Ten words, thousands of words, all her desperate, all her compromises, are in it.

does he want more?

Georgie is afraid to guess. She turned on the light and stared at the phone screen carefully. Monument Valley plays a few levels, shopping carts have seen one by one, moments turned to yesterday and then delimited to the top to refresh. I was a little tired, so I threw my phone on the sofa and made up my mind not to do it. She sat a little further away but still looked warily. The phone screen darkens, moves its buttocks closer, and lights it up with its fingers. A small mobile phone has become Pandora's box. I don't know when it will pop out of the devil or dark luck.

after an hour, I still haven't heard from my cell phone. The person at the other end of the radio signal has left quietly, his back has been rusty, and has become a bloodstained old name in the address book.

Georgie got tired of waiting, so she went to the bathroom to take a shower. Press the phone immediately after coming out, still did not receive any reminder. She glanced at the cell phone signal, full of boxes. Not reconciled to it, I turned it off and restarted it. Tossing and going, the mobile phone became a bottomless abyss, and the text message was as heavy as Mount Tai, which suppressed her out of breath. She was in pain, tired, muddled into bed, wrapped tightly in the quilt, and put her cell phone on the pillow.

her dream is very clear and shallow. The dream is summer, still, in college, the sun is generous, the blue sky and white clouds, the wind blowing a small whistle across the treetops, all the good weather still have time to absorb memories, full of beauty, full of waste. Is this youth? It is, isn't it?

Zhou Zhe Cong bought her a bouquet, white roses, symbolizing pure love. It's so vulgar, like the soap opera her mother watches at home at eight o'clock every day. But this vulgarity is tempting. He ran towards her from afar, his forehead glistening with sweat and his eyes shyly hot.

"here you are, Georgie."

she accepted the flowers with a smile, buried her face, and sniffed a rich fragrance, but suddenly felt the sky spinning and itching in her nose. She looked up at the bouquet and saw that the rose petals, which had been white just now, had turned into countless globular worms, crawling into her nostrils. She screamed and looked at Zhou Zhicong for help. Only to see the latter smiling treacherously, his eyes bulging, and countless bugs crawling out of his eye socket.

"Georgie, do you love me?" He came over, hugged her, stuck out his tongue riddled with worms, licked her lips, and licked her face.

Georgie panicked and screamed and woke up. Subconsciously felt out the mobile phone to have a look, there is a text message, Zhou Zhe Cong's: "do not". Two words, resolute, even punctuation marks are given sparingly. Delivery time, 01:46.

Georgie stared at the text message, not crying or sad, but gave birth to some relief and confusion from the bottom of her heart. She knows that this feeling is called "accepting fate". There was no way. As soon as I accepted my fate, Luo Jinxian could not help it.

she suddenly felt a little itchy behind her.

2.

now, Qiao Qi is deeply aware of the "gnawing little troubles" written by Master Zhang Pai.

she thinks there are bugs all around. It's the same with me. Grainy, gray, crawling around, except for it. They are dormant in her hair, in her ears, in her skin, and even the poop they pull out harbor their fine eggs. She felt itchy all over and had a feeling of worms on her skin. Ants crawled past in droves. She scratched so hard that she wanted to turn the skin over the lid, and her body scratched a trail of blood, but she was still unable to dispel the feeling that it was dense and like maggots attached to the bones.

my colleague looked at her scarred face and asked her what was wrong. She just smiled and said that the weather was changing and she was allergic.

the disease is getting worse and worse. It doesn't seem like a cold. It can't be put off. Finally decided to see a doctor. If Zhou Zhe Cong was still around, he would have dragged her to see a doctor and take medicine, how could he wait for her to become like this? But after all, it's just a thought.

with a friendly relationship, I made an appointment with an attending dermatologist in the second Hospital. In the cold metal texture room, the doctor stared at her for a long time. Finally, it was diagnosed that this is a pathogen infection called "chelate acariasis", which is a non-punching mite that can cause pruritus dermatitis in the human body.

Qiao Qi seemed to understand how to listen to the doctor's scripted instructions, saying professional terms for a long time, but she was a little happy. It's good to have a name, at least it proves that it's not a complicated disease. Where there is a name, there is understanding, and we are not fighting an unprepared war. She had the heroic feeling of the cloud and the moon of eight thousand miles in her heart.

finally got the medicine. She paid, packed the medicine, carefully put it in her handbag, clasped the magnet button tightly, and clasped her hands tightly, as if keeping the last mouthful of life-saving showers.

when I walked out of the hospital, I saw that in the evening, the sky was clear and gray-blue, which was very pleasing to the eye. The street trees shook their yellow leaves rustling. The air is a little cold, filled with a sweet smell, like crispy waffles.

Georgie took a deep breath, in a good mood, and her itching seemed to ease a lot. She originally asked for leave to see a doctor, but at this time she did not want to go back to work and went home too early, so she took the No. 8 bus to Qingshiqiao North Street to eat the old tile house fat intestines powder that she usually loved very much. She hasn't eaten spicy food for a long time. They are all made by these parasites, and she, who is usually addicted to spices, is also on a vegetarian diet, itching all over her body with a little oil. All right, all right. Go to hell with all these parasites that make her life worse than death.

she ordered a drawer of steamed beef, two or three taels of fat intestine powder, and drank red soup with her head buried in wheeze, dripping with sweat. She began to itch again, but she was no longer afraid. She had a small handbag next to her hand. She has medicine.

after eating satisfactorily, she went to the west section of Jinxing Road, ready to take the bus home. The wind tightened and the hula blew. The sidewalk where the bus stop is located is covered with blue, white, and yellow tiles, and tall and straight trees are planted by the side of the road. I don't know. It may be camphor or some kind of plum tree, which is losing its fruit and Obovate narrow leaves one after another. Those fruits are the size of peas, purple and black, shaped like blueberries, and should be inedible, otherwise, the people of Chengdu will not allow them to fall so extravagantly. They fall to the ground, are trampled, crushed, rotten into a pool of stains, sticky. Georgie didn't go to work today, so she didn't wear high heels, a pair of flat-soled canvas shoes, her feet on them, and the soles seemed to be sucked up.

Georgie stopped and determined to look at the flesh-and-blood fruits under his feet. In their thin flesh, they crawled out of countless tiny white worms, hardly discernible, and were spreading one litter to the instep of her feet.

how did this happen! She still hasn't gotten rid of them!

with trembling, Georgie opened her handbag, took out the medicine box inside, tore open the package, and stuffed the pills into her mouth.

kill them, kill them!

Georgie gritted her teeth and chewed the pills. She had no water to take, so she could only swallow whole but did not feel bitter. She was trembling, her eyes were wild, and she muttered something. The same passers-by who were waiting for the bus noticed her and came up to her and asked if they needed any help. She tried to open her eyes, but she couldn't control the blurred vision. She listened to passers-by anxious and concerned about the inquiry, but could not speak, two rows of teeth gurgle and tremble, and finally a black eyes, the whole person fell.

3.

du Yexun saw Qiao Qi again two years after graduation. She learned from the WeChat group of her college class that Qiao Qi had suffered from a serious parasitic disease, which was almost destroyed, her face was potholed and her body was so broken that it was useless to see all the dermatologists in Chengdu. The students in the class, especially the girls, were so high and low that they were unhappy with Qiaoqi in the past, and now they were all happy and cynical. Who told her to snatch Zhou Zhe-cong, the most handsome boy from the class flower, from Hu Ning Eucalyptus, the class flower? They don't like Hu Ning Eucalyptus very much, but they just can't see a mediocre girl like Qiao Qi. Oh, who envies Cinderella? Just jealous. Jealousy led them to ignore that Georgie was not an ugly duckling and her sparkling qualities. In ancient times, the sages said: there are many excuses for the common feelings of human beings. Have mercy on them.

du Yexun can't forget Qiao Qi. She didn't often live on campus when she was in college because her home was near the school. She didn't communicate with other students except in class every day, and she was often absent from class activities. She is a water molecule drifting away from the sea. Her bed in the dormitory is vacant all year round and is used by roommates to pile up sundries. When she graduated, she had to move in because of her defense, but the bed had accumulated dust for a long time and was difficult to clean up. The other four roommates passed the buck to each other, saying whose suitcase was and whose backpack it was, but no one came out to clean it up, and no one even invited her to share the bed.

du Yexun stood at the door, neither in nor out, smiling awkwardly and stiffly, as if carved with a knife. Qiaoqi poked her head out of the upper bed mosquito net and smiled at du Yexun. "you can sleep with me tonight. It must be troublesome to clean up here, and you won't stay for a few days."

du Yexun nodded gratefully. Qiaoqi climbed down the ladder and got out of bed, holding a hot kettle in her right hand and a plastic washbasin in her left hand. "come on, I'll get you some Scald," she said to du Yun. "

they went down the dark stairs to the boiled water room. Qiaoqi suddenly whispered: "you can not blame them, graduation is busy, no one is lazy to accept, I am also very lazy ." In the end, she smiled brightly at du Ye Xun, without the awkward rigidity of the round.

du Yexun's previous impression of Qiaoqi was just that she was white and quiet, and that she had not said a few words to her, so he did not understand her. She was a little surprised. Is the girl who snatched Zhou Zhicong, the most handsome boy from the class, such a gentle and harmless role? Du Yun herself had not said anything, but she rushed to apologize to her roommate.

du Yexun thought, and smiled silently at her, but did not answer, which was regarded as accepting her kindness.

at least for these reasons, she should visit Georgie, though the two have hardly been in touch with each other since graduation. The bond between people is so delicate, isn't it? In other words, providing charcoal in the snow belongs to du Yexun's style alone. Yan Xiao never said, du YexunThe brain circuit is different from normal people. From this point of view, it is very pertinent.

it happens to be the weekend. Du Yun made up his mind, silently turned off the dialog box of the class group, called Qiaoqi, told her who he was, asked her address, and went out.

take Metro Line 1, then change to the bus, and you will arrive at the place that Qiaoqi told her, which is an old residential building in the old city of Shuilianhe. She climbed up to the fourth floor and knocked on door number one.

the door is open. Qiaoqi poked out a pair of eyes and stared at du Yexun warily. She wore pajamas, her hair was a little tousled, her eyes were thick with blood, and her face was full of purple rashes and scars, like the remains of a group of living volcanoes. Du Yun could not believe that the girl in front of her was Qiao Qi, whose face was white and elegant at that time. How could she be so devastated?

Qiaoqi also recognized du Yexun and opened the door a little: "it's night fumigation, come on in."

du Yexun smiled and went in. The room is very cramped, furniture accounts for most of it, but it is spotless, can smell strong disinfectant, bright white walls, and has a scientific, machine-like stillness, like a morgue.

Georgie said, "Don't mind if I don't clean up at home." With that, he folded a coat on the sofa carefully and signaled du to sit at night.

is this called less tidying up? It felt like she had taped all the dust off the ground. Du Yun smacked her tongue in her heart but did not sit. She stared at Qiaoqi's face and asked with a little worry, "Georgie, your illness.". "

Georgie's eyes dimmed, avoided her eyes, and said, "there's no cure." At least there is no cure for Chengdu. I am going to save some money and then resign and go to Beijing or Shanghai to have a look. " She was silent for a moment, suddenly raised her head, her eyes were like electricity, and she burst into madness. "Night smoke, do you know?" I can't kill these bugs! I have taken medicine, bathed dozens of times a day, tore open my skin, even watered them with strong acid, and roasted them with fire. I change the sheets, I change the quilts, I move, and I can't get rid of them! "

du Yexun was so shocked by Qiaoqi's sudden madness that he was speechless and asked tentatively for a long time, "then you and Zhou Zhicong?"

the glow in Georgie's eyes faded again, and weakness shook her head: "it's over." There's nothing to say. "

in du Yexun's little impression and self-cognition, she is such a person, patient, tenacious, gentle, and soft with a heart full of steelmaking. If you are ruthless, I will rest. Du Yat-Xun is not surprised. I heard that Zhou Zhe-song didn't want to break up until he graduated from work. Maybe he entered the society and realized that the campus romance was vulnerable to a single blow. Maybe the outside world was too wonderful and colorful to attract people's eyes. In short, he broke up and then tied up with his female boss. However, all the students in the college group said that the boy was good at it.

Qiao Qi stayed in Chengdu for Zhou Zhong. She wasn't originally from Sichuan. But after Zhou Zhicong proposed to break up, she did not cry a word, nor did she go back to her hometown in Guangxi. She still stayed here silently and worked conscientiously. The breakup didn't seem to affect her at all. She is like a clay figurine, warm and temperate, but her heart is not made of meat.

du Yexun drove away from his wishful thinking and said to Qiaoqi with a smile, "Yes, let bygones be bygones, forget it." I'm here today to take you to a place where you can be cured! "

4.

du Yexun often says that Yan Xiao is not a charlatan. The latter will turn his mouth and stare at her, just and solemnly retort, I am a prodigal son, not a doctor. Do you know how rich the classical meaning of the word prodigal son is? I recommend you to read Gulong's novels to see what it means to drown your sorrows with wine, what is the willow shore, what is the wind and the moon, and what is the juvenile listening to the red candles in the attic of the rain.

du Yexun rolled his eyes and turned off his hearing automatically.

it was almost 11:00 that day, the charlatan just got up, washed around, touched his cell phone, and took a look. There were more than a dozen missed calls, all of which were du Yun. He had a feeling of disaster, with several black lines on his forehead.

bang!

as if to confirm his premonition, there was a loud knock at the door. Yan Xiao walked over with trepidation and opened the door with a crack.

"Yan Xiao Wei, get your ass out of here!"

du Yexun put his hand under the door and grabbed Yan Xiao's collar.

"Night smoke, you have something to say!" Yan Xiao did not protect his neck, blushing and begging for mercy.

du Yue's eyebrows were flamboyant, and she stared at him viciously. "how dare you not answer my phone?" The sun is drying your ass. Why don't you get up and open a shop and stop making money? Do you want to go out and beg! "

"When you make money, you naturally make money, but when you don't make money, you can't earn it even if you want to."

du Yexun listened to him as a scoundrel, and he didn't have time to pester him anymore. he loosened him and pushed the door open with his shoulder, revealing a petite figure behind him.

Yan Xiao didn't look at the girl curiously. She wore a mask, covering most of her face and a hooded sweatshirt as if she were afraid of being blown into gravel by the wind.

Qiaoqi is also staring at this "quack". Du Yun patted her chest and assured her that this man would be able to cure her illness. She looked at him with a little suspicion, more than 1.8 meters, wearing a pair of trousers, a messy blue shirt, but a pair of flip-flops under her feet. The cheeks were thin, the stubble was not clean, and he was green. The eyes are very beautiful, and they are the eyes of Dan Feng in ancient novels. They are lazy, but they flash a trace of wisdom and cold light from time to time. The hairstyle is messy, resembling the appearance of Chiru Oda in the Ogawa Detective Agency.

he is a good-looking man, but his temperament makes people wonder if he is a doctor. Georgie looked around. This is an alley near the fourth section of Hongxing Road, called Fair Lane. It is only a street away from the most prosperous area of Chengdu, but time seems to have come to a standstill for 20 years, with a kind of ancient early taste. There is a small storefront hidden in the alley where only three people can pass, with two mottled yellow wood gates, and the four big characters "Yan's Clinic" are sprayed with red paint on the old signboards, askew. There is an iron tree planted on the left side of the door, on the right. On the side are a few red and yellow canna plants, which seem to be full of claws, which turn to be eager and gloomy. Oh, my God, this is not the clinic that aborts pregnant girls at school in youth pain novels, is it? Georgie was deeply disturbed.

du Yexun pushed away Xiao Wei and called Qiaoqi in. The latter hesitated for a moment and finally went in.

it can't be worse, isn't it? Why don't you dare?

the dim light in the clinic buried Georgie's face.

"fifty thousand."

Yan Xiao sat on an old yellow pear wood chair in front of the traditional Chinese medicine cabinet. The evil spirit laughed wildly, stretched out his right hand, and shook in front of du Yun.

"money to cure this disease."

du Yexun squeezed the finger of his right hand with his left hand and smiled grimly: "Yan Xiao Wei, you know how to open a lion's mouth. Recently, my friend has come to see you, but you don't give me face?"

in the cramped small clinic and ebony traditional Chinese medicine cabinet, all kinds of medicinal materials give off a strong cold fragrance: hook kiss, Sichuan dome, Atractylodes macrocephala, seven leaves and a flower. Cloud head-type white copper bolt, a row of sharp old claws. Outside the door, a scooter galloped across the ground to create friction, which sounded particularly harsh. Yan Xiao's body could not help but step back and stick it to the medicine cabinet. He swallowed his spit. Du Yat-Xun turned against the light, with cold eyebrows and thin lips and teeth, like a nemesis, licking the blood that did not exist in the corners of her mouth.

5.

"have you used amphetamine before?"

Get ready to purchase the super cool peach bridesmaid dresses and show off your figure. Quit searching from expensive retailers!

Yan Xiao did not look at Qiao Qi's face after she unfastened her mask.

Georgie panicked. Because she did eat it, and it was illegal. She didn't know how Yan Xiao could tell. Like a hidden body being dug into the sky. Give off the rotten smell of exposure.

du was embarrassed to see Qiao Qi at night. Dalila patted the top of Xiao Wei's head and said, "Oh, what does it matter?" You need to find a way to cure this disease. "

"do you use a lot?"

Yan Xiao stared at Qiao Qi without moving.

under his cold eyes, such as the bacteria observed by the microscope, Georgie had nowhere to hide and could only nod silently.

now even du Yexun can't answer the phone. This amphetamine is a psychotropic drug that treats sleep disorders and hyperactivity disorders, refreshes you, and prevents fatigue. But using too much is tantamount to drugs. Not to mention illegal. She was convinced that Qiao Qi's light cloud is not a disguise, she is put down by Zhou Zhicong, letting go of that relationship. But who would have thought that she would have to take a lot of psychotropic drugs to keep herself from falling apart. It seems that although the clay figurine's heart is not made of meat, it is also fragile.

"well, this is not chelator acariasis, nor is it any kind of skin disease. It's probably amphetamine-induced mental illness: parasite paranoia. This is troublesome. " Yan Xiao frowned without thinking.

"what, you say Georgie is mentally ill? How is that possible? look at her! " Du Yexun opened Qiaoqi's sleeve and showed Yan Xiao various pimples and pustules on her arm.

"Are you questioning my professionalism?" At this time, Yan Xiao Wei did not have a trace of laughter on his face, as if he had been occupied by another person, looking coldly at du Yun.

du Yexun didn't see him like this very often, but he knew that as long as he did, he must have encountered a very serious problem, so he stopped asking questions and just whispered, "what are we going to do?"

it was also the first time that Georgie heard that she had a kind of mental illness. She was so dismayed that she looked up at du Yexun for help. Du Yun held her shoulder and pressed it slightly.

"Xiao Wei, you must have away."

Yan Xiao crossed his fingers and asked Qiao Qi, "you love your boyfriend very much, don't you?"

Georgie nodded and shook her head again: "it's my ex-boyfriend."

Yan Xiao didn't say, "it doesn't matter." In short, you love him too much, such a love parasitic in your heart, pestering you, causing your anxiety, fear, melancholy. Only by removing it can you cure your parasite paranoia. Are you willing to do it? "

du Yexun saw that Xiao was not sitting upright, but his words were like TV lines, he couldn't help laughing: "Don't be so sci-fi, okay?" What kind of love lives on her? Good dog blood

Yan Xiao did not lazily raise his eyes and stared at du Yexun, but did not speak, and a cold breath spread. Du Yexun's laughter was frozen and coughed: "well, you go on.". "

tears welled up in Georgie's eyes. She bowed her head and twitched her nose twice. without much hesitation, she said to Yan Xiao, "what is it that you don't want to give up?" Apart from it, or him, Georgie can't tell the difference. But in the end, it belongs to itself, isn't it?

Yan Xiao did not take out an enamel pocket watch from his trouser pocket. He could see that in some years, the exotic patterns and textures were smooth and smooth, but they were still ticking around, and the silver chains were sparkling, which was very unsuitable for this small clinic selling traditional Chinese medicine.

du Yexun asked uneasily, "do you want to hypnotize?"

she remembered some rumors about the speaker. It was false and true, and it was hard, to tell the truth from the false. Some people say that they are hereditary magic sticks, who can only jump the gods to defraud money; others say that their family is an ancient witch doctor and knows witchcraft, so it is best not to get close to it. As far as Xiao Wei is concerned, he did show some sensational abilities before. That ability doesn't belong to a normal person. She is worried after all.

Yan Xiao smiled and the cynicism returned: "Don't worry, it's not like you don't know. I played the worst trick at Standerick University."

6.

Georgie fell into a deep sleep. Her dream is black. Yan Xiao did not trek inside, such as walking in a sticky swamp. The ants crawled incessantly in their ears as if nibbling away at her dreams.

"how come there is no light in your heart when you are young but are you so desperate?"

in the depths of darkness, some phantom flashed by: men-only wear the vest, hips, cursed Qiaoqi viciously, hit the beer bottle at the back of her head; the woman knelt on the ground and hugged the man's thigh and pushed Georgie out of the door; the man cursed and kicked the woman and pinched her neck. Then the man died and the woman died, and Yan Xiao did not run hard with Qiao Qi. In the vast darkness, suddenly saw a bright light, bright-eyed teenager holding Qiaoqi's hand, walking side by side in the eternal summer shade. This light is the only bright color in Georgie's dream, a white hole. But because of only, more and more appear extravagant, even sinister.

Yan Xiao didn't approach them and said, "Georgie, didn't you say you didn't love him?"

Georgie looked back in panic, staring at Yan Xiao Wei as if remembering who he was. So familiar. The teenager stared at him, grabbed Georgie tightly, held her in his arms, laughed ferociously, and suddenly spattered with tiny gray worm eggs. His face is like the wind blowing sand, etching out countless dense worm pits, a pair of broken lips are still saying: "Georgie, I will always love you."

Georgie is covered with bugs. His love, her love. A little gnawing annoyance. How sweet, how safe to suffocate. She smiled and felt satisfied.

"Georgie, come back! Zhou Zhicong no longer loves you, don't be silly! That's not him, you see, it's a parasite's nest! "

Yan Xiao did not shout anxiously, his pocket watch wobbled, and a beam of light shone on the two people who hugged each other.

Yes, your eyes are empty, your lips are incomplete, your heart is riddled with holes, and there is no room for me. You broke into thousands of pieces, and none of them belonged to me.

Georgie was dazzled by the light, but her mind suddenly became clear. She was determined to look at the "man" cuddling her, the body made of insects and ants, the empty pupa shell, full of dense and small holes. There was a sudden feeling of nausea in her heart.

"No, you are not Zhou Zhicong."

with a scream, Georgie pushed away from the humanoid pupa and ran towards Yan Xiao. The humanoid pupa roared, cracked instantly behind her, and the incarnation of countless bugs roared towards Georgie, like a huge man-eating whirlpool. The brightness has changed. The number of eggs in the sand of the Ganges was buzzing out in the strong light of the Ganges. The eternal summer gradually collapses, shrinks, becomes a pale scar, dries up gradually, and wants to die of thirst in the dream. She became a "rut", opening her mouth empty and unable to breathe.

Georgie's body is gradually entangled and annihilated by the torrent of parasites. She is getting closer and closer to Yan Xiao Wei. She held out her hand. Save me. Save me. The fingertips touched Yan Xiao Wei. A

wheeze.

the last ray of light is also swallowed up.

Yan Xiao opened his eyes without sweating, gasped for breath, looked up into du Yexun's concerned eyes, and grinned: "it's all right."

du Yexun heaved a sigh of relief and turned to look at Qiaoqi. She also slowly opened her eyes, looking confused. When she saw du Yexun, she asked, "what's the matter?"

du Yexun smiled and said, "it's all right, Georgie, it's all right!"

Georgie smiled in a trance and looked pale. It took him a while to regain his mind, and he said to Yan Xiao, "Thank you, Doctor Yan. I feel much better!" Her yellow cheeks finally glowed. "come on, let me treat you to dinner. I haven't gone out with my friends for a long time!" What a happy day! "

du Yexun was gratified to see that she was finally alive and promised again and again. But when he saw that Xiao was not cheap, he winked at her, which meant obviously: "am I good?" Du Yun snorted heavily from his nose, rolled his eyes to the back of his head, decided to ignore him, and pulled Qiao Qi out.

they walked out of the Yan clinic and laughed all the way, not letting the words kill the joy. Although Georgie was still wearing a mask, her eyes were frighteningly bright. Above them, the sky was blue and low, as if you could poke it with your hand, leaking a vast ocean of Prussian blue. In late autumn, Chengdu is mottled with yellow and green. It is a city full of layers and colors, and it is also a slow and leisurely city. But there are still some people here desperate, would rather break jade, put all their eggs in one basket, raise the soup to stop boiling …. Failed to live up to such calm autumn.

and winter is coming again.

X.

one month has passed. Du Yun had dinner with Yan Xiao one night, and the two inadvertently talked about Qiaoqi. Du Yun said that Georgie's strange skin lesions had healed, began to smile, began to wear makeup, and her neuroticism had weakened a lot. When it comes to parasite paranoia, she feels like she's robbed for the rest of her life.

"she said it was almost a feeling of being stripped off. It seems that those bugs hurt her. "

they are drinking at the Shengtang Jingsuke Bar in Jiuyanqiao. The resident singer closed his eyes and looked intoxicated, singing affectionately Xu Meijing's song "the City" in the rich purple light: "Red eyes looked at the lonely city faintly, just like the joy squeezed out with a wry smile. The whole city spends all its efforts on me, making a breakup set in a flashy and prosperous time. " Cantonese pronunciation is very authentic, enter the country.

Yan Xiao heard du Yexun's words, and the small glass in his hand clanked on the table. He was silent for a moment before he picked up du Yexun and rushed out of the bar.

"come on, take me to Georgie!"

du Yexun didn't know, so he felt flustered for no reason, and followed Yan Xiao into the streamer and colorful night. Only the singer in the bar was still worried and sang, "the legendary tears of infatuation will pour down the city, and the neon lights will put out the world." The fireworks will fade and the music will stop, which makes the end of the story more beautiful. "

the night in Chengdu, ah, red men and green women, full of money. How many feelings are born in the dark, only for a moment of pleasure? And how many old dreams have been ruined in this lamentation.

Georgie is working overtime. She helps her finance friend with a three-year budget, making her head spin. It was none of her business, but who made her a notoriously good person? a few soft words of pleading made her helpless. The warmth of the clay figurine has returned.

the light in the cubicle is low and dim, so she checks the budget tables handed in by various departments on the computer, and then arranges and packages them. It's a huge project. The light bulb suddenly "karaoke". Her eyes went dark. There was dead silence all around, and there was also the voice of a colleague working overtime, but everything was quiet at this time. Georgie felt a twinge of terror.

the sound of rattling is coming again, all over the place. Georgie saw a gray figure coming in the dark, it was him, it was it. The human pupa. Her love.

"Georgie, you are so stupid. How can you live without me?" The humanoid pupa opened its mouth and said, it was Zhou Zhicong's voice, "come on, let me take you away. You live too hard." It approached Georgie, stretched out its arms, and gently hugged her.

Georgie sobbed bitterly, but could not break free. Countless bugs got into her skin and stung her flesh and blood. This can not get rid of the itching of hemp, is her familiar love. How onerous, how disgusting. Georgie felt relieved for no reason. She felt that she was being sucked dry, emptied, and her body eaten away. Her heart was beating violently, banging, banging, something was about to move in it as if her heart was the last huge egg that was about to burst and hatch countless larvae. She knew it was too late. Nothing. She knows. She said: parasitic.

when Georgie was working overtime late at night, her heart stopped and she grabbed her chest and was taken to the hospital by her colleagues. The doctor diagnosed it as "sudden death caused by too much work pressure", and the rescue was ineffective. After all, it was too late for Yan Xiao to follow du Yun.

"it's my stupid fault." Yan Xiao said to du Yexun, "although she loves Zhou Zhe Cong deeply, she is not parasitized by this love." On the contrary, she chose to parasite on this love. To get rid of this love for her is tantamount to killing her parasitic host. How can she still live? She is the poor parasite. "

du Yexun's tears can't stop falling. It never occurred to her that death was so swift and cold that it would take her life quietly, and it never occurred to her that Georgie was so stupid, so stupid, that she should parasite her faith in a rotten love to survive. After the death of this love, she also lost her life. Why is that? Is the love given to her by Zhou Zhicong more important than her life?

Yan Xiao didn't look at du Yexun and didn't say a word, knowing what she was thinking, but he was determined not to tell her about the visions she had seen in Qiaoqi's dream because telling her would only make her sadder. He whispered, "you can beat me and scold me if you want."

du Yexun raised his tearful eyes and looked at him. His lips trembled twice, but he only whispered, "what a fool Georgie is!"

Yan Xiao did not pull her into his arms and gently stroked her hair.

"Yeah, that's stupid."

Life is a beautiful robe, full of fleas. We are the fleas, and sooner or later we will be shaken off. Before we are shaken off by life, before the host dies, before we fall apart from each other, we just need to parasitize well and well. As for those who love and hate, those who cannot ask and resentment, those who do not last long and hard to forget, whether they are delusions, hallucinations, or rotten bones. There's no need to look into it too much. We are all so stupid and pitiful that we are only worthy to bend over the corpses of the world and suck the heat and light of the dust in the deep crevice.

"night fumigation."

the night in Chengdu is getting dark again. Yan Xiao did not sigh, and suddenly there was a burning pain and itching behind him.