[popularity short story] I'll give you all my life.

I will give you articles for the rest of my life | Sina Weibo in the Spring Festival | on January 15, I am still living on a construction site. The project is expected to be completed in two years, that is to say, we, a large group of people, will have to spend two New years in places where there is no express delivery or Carrefour. I took a breath of heat into the palm of my hand, pushed open the door, and walked into the house. Leaders and colleagues sat around talking and laughing, and there was a mutton hot pot alone on the table, boiling at the bottom of the pot, just waiting for the rest of the side dishes to be served. It's a holiday tomorrow, and tonight is New year's Day at the construction site. I sat quietly in a corner, playing with my mobile phone a little lonely, and vaguely heard a brake sound coming from the gate of the office courtyard. I thought to myself, I'm afraid some rich leader is coming in his car. Outside the courtyard, someone is asking for directions. Oh, it's probably the boss who asked for the money to settle the bill, isn't it? I hit Yawn, rubbed against the back of the chair, and found a comfortable position to lean on. The door creaked open and it seemed that someone had come in. I tilted my head against the corner, trying to reduce my sense of existence. I'm kidding. I'm an accountant. At a time like this, the leader will push me out. The man asked in a low voice, "where is Li Yuanyuan, please?" My eyelids jumped, subconsciously pulled the hood off, then heard footsteps getting closer and closer, and finally stood in front of me. As if I heard the sound of a lean heel, I saw him standing upright, gave me a standard salute, and then said loudly, "Hello, I am your blind date, Zhou Shunian." With a coax, everyone laughed. My face turned red. The laughter grew louder and louder. Wrapped in a big cotton-padded jacket, I couldn't move easily. I finally struggled to turn my body to face him, but I was foolish. This week's tree year is very different from the person I remember. Dressed in a green uniform, broad shoulders, and narrow waist, and with stiff and introverted features, he is handsome. I was stupefied for a moment, then asked, "who arranged the blind date?" He smiled and replied, "your mother." The cool breeze of 02 night is heavy, and it is bitterly cold if it is not windy. 

There was heavy snow in the courtyard, and under the dim light, the snowflakes rustled down, and there was a sense of lonely beauty. I hung up the phone, sighed sadly, but dared not look back at Zhou Shunian behind me. It has been confirmed on the phone just now, my mother said that this blind date was arranged by the matchmaker with seven aunts and eight aunts, and she did not know that she was a classmate of mine in high school this week. When the fellow-townsman saw his fellow-townsman, his eyes were full of tears. But it's very awkward for my classmates to meet each other. Zhou Shunian is still waiting silently behind me with his old straight waist, time goes by, and snowfalls all over our shoulders. After a while, I bowed my head and said faintly, "it's not a good time for you to come. I've just been lovelorn." Timing is such a crucial thing, and Zhou Shunian seems to be unlucky in this respect, and every time he comes too late. When Zhou Shunian was my deskmate, I was so pure that I was too shy to speak. No wonder, after all, I have only played among girls since kindergarten, and my deskmates have long braids. That time, I rearranged my seats in the monthly exam and went up to choose seats one by one. I went up 32. I glanced at the piece of paper full of squares. There were 31 numbers in it. I randomly filled in a position near the middle. I went down nervously, waiting for the seating table to be released. 

When I walked to the selected seat with a pile of books in my arms, I saw Zhou Shunian sitting next to my seat. I clenched my lips, sat down with my head stuffed, and packed my things without saying a word. Later, when we got to know each other, Zhou Shunian said, "you looked very reluctant at that time. I thought you hated me." I laughed but said nothing. In fact, at that time, my heart was about to jump out of my throat. No one would have thought that I, who was pretty rough among girls, would be so nervous because of a creature whose sex was male. It's so humiliating to say it, so I hate Zhou Shunian's misunderstanding for a long time. But Zhou Shunian is a good deskmate. When he was in high school, he was so thin that he stood up as if he were standing on a pole. His face is very white, with good skin that is fair and smooth among girls, and his lips are very red, which looks like the fresh cream strawberries on the fruit stand outside. On a hot day, after the lap run in the first PE class in the afternoon, I was so tired that I collapsed in my chair. The world in front of me was the same as the hot air on the window in winter. I looked at the stars and looked sideways at Zhou Shunian, who was sitting upright and doing his homework. Everything was blurred, except for the very attractive "cream strawberries". I swallowed my saliva, heaved a long sigh of regret, and said, "I wish this cream strawberry could be eaten." Zhou Shunian's hand in writing the exercises turned red as soon as his ears were so thin that he could see the capillaries. I'm used to teasing Zhou Shunian, always saying that he is more of a girl than a girl. That's right. Such a tall guy is always ashamed to look up at me. Every time I went to the office to hold sports equipment in PE class, I strode in front of me with my head held high, while Zhou Shunian followed slowly with a bunch of things in his arms. 

When I was impatient and impatient, I would turn around and shout, "Zhou Shunian, hurry up!" At your speed, the class will be over when you walk to the stadium. " Then Zhou Shunian's face turned red again, and his normally slightly drooping head dropped a few points, but his stride was much bigger. I walked on with satisfaction, ignoring the gossip in my ear. What did the students use to say at that time? Oh, by the way, they say. Zhou Shunian followed Li Yuanyuan, like a daughter-in-law. 03 New year at the construction site will always be shabby due to limited conditions, but it does not prevent people from expressing their homesickness through this meal. I tiptoed and looked at the window. They ate happily, and the hot steam of the spicy hot pot steamed on their heads, and every one's face was red, perhaps by the heat, or by the hot pot. My small movements were seen by Zhou Shu's annual income. I bowed my head a little embarrassingly, drew a small circle on my toes in the snow, and then trampled the snow in the circle little by little. This move is childish and boring, but I don't know how to deal with Zhou Shunian, whom I haven't seen for a long time. Zhou Shunian moved first, but I flinched and stood upright. He took two steps towards me, although there was still a social distance. But I still feel uncomfortable with my eyes floating. Zhou Shunian held out his hand and gently patted the snow off my shoulder, not even the snow on his hood, hair, and eyebrows. His movements were gentle and his fingers were warm, and when he gently stroked my two bent eyebrows, my heart trembled so much that my legs and feet were almost weak. He looked up into my eyes, then smiled and said, "never mind, I'll wait for you." With that, he turned and left. His back is very broad, different from the thin teenager in his memory, but I don't know why, I always think of Zhou Shunian's face when he was a teenager. I was too shy to look at my face. I frowned, put my hand into a trumpet, and shouted, "Hey!" Don't come here again. " He stopped pulling at the door, but did not turn back, but waved in the air with his free hand, and then bent down to sit in the car. The smell of car exhaust was a little pungent. I coughed and didn't know what he meant. Is he saying, "Don't worry, I'm not coming"? Or is it just a perfunctory response to what I just asked him not to come? I hopped in front of the door and stomped the snow off my boots before entering the house. Sure enough, my colleagues looked at me narrowly and twittered with meaningful eyes. "well, that young man is quite handsome, and he is eager to chase him to the construction site. Did they fall in love with you at first sight as soon as they took out your picture on a blind date? " 

The older sister Zhang hit me with her elbow. I smiled but said nothing. I stuffed a chopstick of spinach into my mouth and chewed it, but I couldn't get any taste. Maybe I missed the most delicious spinach in my life. And the things missed, always with the regret that they will never come back, make people haunt and never forget. That winter, Christmas was coming before it snowed. The class is going to organize an activity during self-study on Tuesday night. As I turned my pen and played with boredom, I heard the monitor make an unfathomable expression on the podium and said, "on Christmas Day, each boy has to choose to help a girl celebrate the holiday, regardless of form, giving gifts, fulfilling a girl's little wish, or even …". " At this point, the monitor stopped, and he was the first to laugh, and there was a roar of laughter at the bottom. In the laughter, how many people blushed and how many were eager to try. The monitor cleared his throat and said in a loud voice, "of course, it's all one-on-one." 

The number of students in our class is even, and the boys will tell me who they want to help with the festival one by one after class. If a girl's name is chosen first, she can no longer be chosen. We have to be even, right? " Below is a burst of excited applause, needless to think, all from boys. I lay down on the table, my head on my arm, and I drew something in pencil, but it couldn't come into shape. I thought a little gloomily that I was probably alone. Monitor miscalculated, the total number of our class is even, but 29 boys, 31 girls, there is a perennial unnoticed girl this month called in sick. And I am destined to be the superfluous girl. I drilled into the girls every day in an attempt to blend in, and I pretended not to see those white eyes. And I have always been nervous in the face of boys. When I am nervous, I will be ferocious and annoy anyone who hates me. On Christmas Day, the embarrassment I am used to hiding will be torn apart and there will be nowhere to hide. Christmas finally came in my nervousness, and there was a different excitement in the class all day. The teachers just thought that the students were looking forward to the holiday and having fun-they didn't know the secret. During the evening self-study, the teacher smiled and announced that the next time belonged to us, so he went back to the office. At this time, the monitor went up to the podium, took out a list, and said mysteriously, "to ensure secrecy and surprise, the place to accompany each girl during the festival is chosen by the boy. Later, I will read the girl's name in turn, and the girl who read it will come up to me to get the note." At this time, all the boys in the class left tacitly and must have gone to the agreed place. When I think of this, I think the classroom is almost stuffy. Most of the girls in the class left, I thought about it, or. To avoid embarrassment, I snuck out early to go to the bathroom? He was thinking wildly when suddenly-- "Li Yuanyuan." I was dumbfounded and stared at the monitor on the podium. The monitor urged impatiently: "come on, what are you doing?" "Oh. Ah, good. " In a panic that almost made me uncoordinated, I finally took away the note. I took a deep breath and slowly unfolded with anticipation, nervousness, and curiosity: the gym. In the evening, there were few people in the gym, and the circle was full of trees. I shrunk and rubbed my hands while whispering, "it's not a prank, is it?" But after a while, I saw the bright light in front of the gymnasium, and I walked there in two or three steps. The man under the lamp is Zhou Shunian. He was wrapped in a black down jacket and still looked thin. The way he focused on fiddling with what was in his hand was something I had never seen before. some dim lights hit him, and the right shadows and highlights made him look handsome. I didn't dare to come near, watching Zhou Shunian's heart beat faster and faster. I know it doesn't mean anything-any girl in such a situation won't be without a throb. I dare not approach, but Zhou Shunian is rare no longer shy. He pursed his lips as if he had plucked up his courage to fight hard. He called me, "Li Yuanyuan, can I help you with the festival?" After thinking for a moment, I walked slowly up to him. He breathed a sigh of relief and then reined in his expression. Under the light, his outline was cold and hard, and the eyes of such a gentleman were frighteningly firm. Behind him was a pile of colorful things, which he held in his hand and showed to me in turn. He first held out a palm-sized bouquet of candy flowers, in which each lollipop was green apple-flavored. "Last time, you said that the holiday you least liked to send flowers would have been changed to an apple-flavored lollipop," he said. " I didn't say anything. He turned around again and didn't know what he was taking. He turned around and was painted, the twelve women of Jinling in A Dream of Red Mansions. He said, "you said at that time that you had no talent for painting, but you wanted to finish the picture of the Twelve Women, so I did it for you." I looked at him blankly. He is a good painter, and I once told him that if he didn't get good grades, he could follow the artistic path. But, Zhou Shunian is a high achiever, but he has seldom touched on painting since he entered high school. He then held out a handful of spinach, which looked funny even though there was a bow at the bottom. He said solemnly, "you said that Spicy Hot Pot in the canteen, green vegetables are always stale, especially there is no spinach." I couldn't help laughing and fiddling with spinach leaves like fun. Zhou Shunian did not stop and took out some bits and pieces in turns, such as an eraser, rabbit milk candy, and a chic signature pen. The smile at the corner of my mouth froze slightly, They are all things that I have mentioned when chatting or making a fuss with Zhou Shunian. they are worthless, and I don't like them very much. I just want them on the spur of the moment. It's just. It's just hot for three minutes. But why my eyes are so sore that I can't even help but want to rub them. But I didn't. I tilted my head, blinked hard, and then quietly waited for the next story of Zhou Shunian. He paused and added, "there are still a lot of things I haven't had time to bring, Li Yuanyuan." I want to give it to you, a lollipop to you, a color painting to you. Also, you said you like my cell phone chain, like my pen, like those picture albums, those things, I give you all! " He was in a bit of a hurry, distressed by the stupidity of his mouth and unable to express 1/10000 of his feelings. But. But I understood it all unexpectedly. He wants to give me everything he has. Zhou Shunian's expectant eyes were full of nervousness, but I chose to be silent. There is no reason, no reason. Just like today, Zhou Shunian is too late. The Spring Festival is about ten days off. I put off all my relatives and slept at home for ten days. Ten days later, when I got back to the office, I got out of the car and saw the dazzling face. I pretended not to see it, dragging my suitcase, lowering my head, and dragging large and small bags into it. The snow in the yard was newly fallen the night before and was covered with a thick layer. The wheel of the suitcase was pressed up and there was no sound, only two winding marks. The suitcase stopped suddenly, with one hand on my suitcase. I looked up helplessly and said, "I heard that the army was under strict control. You ran back and forth like this, but your leader didn't talk to you?" Zhou Shunian smiled softly, and only at this time did he coincide with him as a teenager in a slightly shy way. Zhou Shunian took the luggage, picked up his eyebrows, and replied faintly, "I made a report when I came out. I said that the reason for asking for leave was a blind date. Our company commander signed for me without saying a word, and kicked me out the door, saying that if I could not marry my brother and sister-in-law, I would not be allowed to sell leave." I twitched in the corners of my mouth and silently erased the good impression I had just established-this week was not the same as it used to be. Now you dare to flirt with me. Zhou Shunian set up the dormitory for me and cleaned the desks and chairs in the office for me.

 I sighed that it was indeed the housework trained by the army. "Li Yuanyuan, it's 12:00. Let's go out and get something to eat." Zhou Shunian said to be a little quieter I was silent for a moment, but it was time to come. It took us half an hour to drive to town. None of us spoke for half an hour, and we always felt that if we could not pick it up, no one could bear the awkward atmosphere in this small car. There is a slightly humble cafe in town. Before the heating is turned on, I keep stomping my feet after I sit down. Zhou Shunian runs to the boss, and soon the room warms up. Finally reached a tipping point. Zhou Shunian habitually resting his hand on his knee, looked at me quietly and said, "you haven't answered my question." I hung my eyes slightly and held a glass of boiled water in my hand. I still didn't know how to open my mouth after thinking for a long time. During the Spring Festival, Zhou Shunian has been chatting with me on WeChat. The last chat was the day before yesterday. He asked me: why can't it be me? I didn't answer at that time. The atmosphere is still frozen. I took a sip of water to moisten my throat, thought about it, and said, "Conch, my colleague, you saw it in the yard this morning." That's why we split up, so. " Stopping here is a good way to leave a blank. I don't have to say anything anymore. Zhou Shunian knows everything. His eyelashes drooped slightly, covering his ink-like eyes, and then he got up, looked at me firmly, and said, "excuse me." His back is always as solid as a mountain, which makes people want to rely on it. It is a pity that he is in the wind and will never come back. Yes, history is a cycle. Once upon a time, I pushed him away because of someone else. That Christmas, I smiled and said "thank you" to him and ran away without looking back. I'm not worried about embarrassment at all. I'm not worried about Zhou Shu's annual meeting asking why. Because of Hoga.

 He Jia is a typical rebellious student with poor grades and as thin as Zhou Shunian, but his eyebrows and eyes are shrewd, which is different from the shyness and gentleness of Zhou Shu-nien. At that time, Hoga was a whirlwind called freedom, doing all the things he wanted to do but others dared not do. Everyone looked down on him and didn't like to pay attention to him, but everyone was yearning when they were writing papers at their desk, eager to sweat on the playground, and eager to have groups of good brothers. I was the only one who dared to watch him play ball and pass him water in the evening self-study. This is a very old-fashioned trick, which Jia despises, but I don't care. Zhou Shunian is increasingly silent, he hurries to and fro does endless exercises, never refuses my request to copy homework, and is still willing to meet all kinds of small requests that I blurt out. But it all comes to an end. I asked for leave, and after a month of the lingering sickbed, I transferred to another school. Zhou Shunian completely disappeared from my life. In the middle of the night on February 10, there was sudden heavy snow, which lasted from 12: 00 midnight to 03:40 in the morning. I didn't sleep soundly that night. At the beginning of daylight, I hurriedly got dressed and went to the office. Sister Zhang came out of nowhere with a hurried look on her face. "I called. The canteen on the construction site was overwhelmed by snow, and several people were slightly injured," she explained. " On hearing this, I frowned and my pace quickened. Just walked to the gate of the yard, before he could hold the umbrella higher to see the way, he was suddenly pulled into an embrace.

 I was amazed. The snow dregs drilled straight into the scarf, and I was a little cold. I trembled with fear. "I. See the news. I was scared to death. " Zhou Shunian let go of me, gasping for a long breath, unable to put his words into sentences. It was only when I stepped back a little bit that I found something strange. Zhou Shunian was dressed in thin camouflage clothes and was sticky all over. He bent over, one hand on his trembling knee and the other on his waist, his face red and purple. The tip of my heart trembled, and the sticky things were sweat and snow. I looked behind him again and found that there was no car-his unit was thirty kilometers away from me, and he came out in a hurry on a snowy day and could not apply for a car at all. Zhou Shunian is such a fool! He came here running! I was angry and anxious, and tears rolled in my eyes. I almost hit him in the chest with my clenched fist, but it stopped. I trembled with panic, leaned his whole weight against me as much as possible, and helped him back to my dormitory. He exercised all year round and soon regained his strength. But running in the snow, in the end, the cold to the bone, I took him into the bathroom, and so he came out and brought him a bucket of Scald to soak his feet, kneading his feet. With a cold face, I couldn't help spitting: "you don't want your legs to say it earlier and contribute to medical school research, so why to toss about in the snow!" I spoke heavily, but I was annoyed. I didn't lookup. I didn't know the look of Zhou Shunian. After a long time, I did not hear anything. I was a little confused. When I was about to raise my eyes, my whole body was hugged by Zhou Shunian. He fell on the bed and I fell into his arms. In my ear is the sound of his heartbeat, knock, knockin' my heart. He sighed and whispered, "Li Yuanyuan, I'm really scared.". " I was silent, quietly listening to his heartbeat, the right hand slowly touched it, found his broad palm, and then ten fingers intertwined like at this moment the hearts of the two people mingled. This is just the right blank, such a uniform breathing sound. We approach in silence, no one speaks, and there is no need for words. At this moment, maybe it is Jinghao that I have longed for. 07 "Yuan Yuan, let's live a selfish life!" If you are happier, your mother will be happier. " In the dream is a large wasteland, the sky is bright, the sun is red. Every word my mother was about to cry wandered in this wasteland. I'm awake. 

I feel sore all over, which is the physiological reaction after a day of fatigue. I stretched, turned over, took out my cell phone from under my pillow, checked my text messages, and was inexplicably happy for a moment. I can't stop rising in the corners of my mouth and replying to Zhou Shunian. Several times back and forth, Zhou Shunian could no longer contain himself, and the phone was dialed directly. "you wake up early. Don't you get more sleep?" His voice was a little hoarse, his deliberately depressed voice was mellow and intoxicating, and my ears itched slightly and my heart roared. Um. My phone must be too hot. It's all an illusion. Because there are roommates in Rest, the room is still dark tone, showing a bit of warm silence. I also lowered my voice: "I'd like to sleep, but in my dream, you keep telling me to wake up and read your text messages." My tone was exaggerated, a low smile came from the other end of the phone, and he gave a long "Oh" in his voice. I can't remember how many days my heart has been so warm and hot. When I went out, I was surprised to see unknown wildflowers blooming by the side of the road-- I was already in spring. Sister Zhang joked and said, "We can stand you two flirting like this, but they can't stand being well-off." I smiled and said nothing. Sister Zhang asked, "so you two are together?" This time, I was quiet for a moment and shook my head slowly. Sister Zhang was overjoyed, saying that there was still a chance for a well-off society. There is always a bias in the hearts of the people. Just as my mother favors me, sister Zhang prefers to be well-off. But Sister Zhang's selfish hope was almost dashed on that day. The sun was warm in the sky that day, and the car passed by, rolling up a cloud of dust. As soon as I shook my mind, I saw Zhou Shunian park his car and walk towards me with a lot of things in his arms. 

I stayed where I was, my blood seemed to freeze, and my hands and feet were perceptible cold. Zhou Shunian stood in front of me with a smile, as he did then, showing me what was in his hand in turn. My eyes fell on the things in his hand, as if they had nothing to do with me. But the memory floated back to the past, and the voice of Zhou Shunian slowly coincided with the clear and tense voice of the teenager. "this is the picture of the Twelve Women, this is the lollipop bouquet, and this is your favorite mobile phone chain." Everything is back in front of me. That mobile phone chain looks a little rustic from the present point of view, and the paint has fallen off the bear's ear. Everything has gone through all these years, come to see me again, except the handful of spinach that makes people laugh. See! Life cannot stand the consumption of time the most. What was alive in the past no longer exists; it has not been able to move forward in the past, and it still will not be in the future. "Li Yuanyuan, whatever it is, as long as you want to leave me alone, it will be done." He gazed into my eyes and said earnestly. At that time, the teenagers finally grew up. I looked at him and smiled, my heart was full of satisfaction and happiness, but I still refused. "I don't want it. I don't want anything you give me. " I also cherished the hope that my life was long enough to meet Zhou Shunian again. However, after circling, Zhou Shunian was defeated by my illness. July 7th, 2008, heavy rain. I threw up several times in the morning and then slept until evening. When I woke up, the window was open and a cool wind poured in. I pursed my dry lips and asked my mother what time it was. After a glass of warm water, my mind finally turned again. Mother sighed and said, "your cell phone is ringing again." Don't ask, it's Zhou Shunian. I opened my eyelids and said with a smile, "it's all right. 

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I'll cancel my cell phone number in two days." Yes, I ran away again. It's just that I transferred to another school at that time, but now I have just resigned. I guess Zhou Shunian will be a little annoyed at this time because when he knows that Conch is only in love with me, he will think that I faked the reason for refusing that year. He is so stubborn that he must be angry that I made him miss all these years. Please forgive me, I don't want these five "malignant lymphomas" to fall on your heart. It's too hard, you are just a teenager chasing love, your youth should be light and bright, not so heavy and dreary. A week before Christmas that year, I went to the hospital for pain, and my mother took it. Sitting on the chair on the promenade of the hospital with the examination report, I cried for a long time. I am also very sad, sad is followed by confusion, is a kind of void without the essence of life. Through the glass of the hospital clinic hall, I looked at myself numb, as if in another world, in which you were still shy, borrowed my homework, covered me for exams, and poured me Scald when it was cold. Frame by frame, I burst into tears. Later, I learned to be calm. I dug a hole in my heart and buried all my sadness and unhappiness. I even turned you down with an extremely cruel smile. But Zhou Shunian, I'm sorry. I never wanted to accompany you on this long journey in your life. Many jokes say that everyone is an independent individual, gathered together because of mutual attraction, and then separated after the margin is scattered. Zhou Shunian, everyone will accompany you for some distance. I want to accompany you to the finish line. However, you do not resent, do not be sad, I have been so alive in your memory, even if you do not meet such me for the rest of your life, the colors of those youths will still be gorgeous for a long time. Until you meet the next person.

 Recently, my body's response to drugs is getting weaker and weaker, and sometimes I can't breathe when I say two words. My mother always turns her back and quietly wipes away her tears, and then turns to talk and laugh with me. On this day, my mother gently touched my hand and said, "Yuanyuan, Mom wants you to be happy, even if there is still one day, you have to smile." Mom loves you and can only be selfish. If you miss him, mom will contact him for you. " I slowly heaved a long sigh of relief, smiled, and shook my head. My mother was always worried that I would be unwilling at the last minute, but I didn't. My life bloomed in the most beautiful year when there was Zhou Shu, a bouquet of lollipops, and a bouquet of spinach. My life began that year, and every minute and every second since then counted as the rest of my life, and for the rest of my life, I was soaked in the air of that year. I am very happy in this short rest of my life. Thank you, Zhou Shunian. Goodbye, Zhou Shunian.