[popularity short story] the answer is by your side

Chen Yi is holding a can of chilled coke on his face in a corner of the indoor gymnasium of Wenfu thin-skinned and large-stuffed Sina Weibo Chen Eucalyptus Chen. It is the height of summer, the air conditioning in the museum has been turned on to the maximum, still can not dispel the hot and dry, from the nearest basketball court sat a few boys, occasionally tentatively looked this way. Chen Yi didn't notice. Tian Mou, her roommate next to her, glared back at them with righteous indignation, then turned around and looked at her anxiously: "if I had known there was such a sudden disaster, I wouldn't have taken you to see these wild monkeys play ball." Hearing a group of tall boys called "wild monkeys", Chen Yi was amused to bend his eyes and carefully touch the corners of his lips: "I'm fine, and they didn't mean to." Although. It's sad to be hit in the face by a cross ball on the first day of freshman year. The perpetrator immediately came over with guilt to apologize, but the boy who passed the ball to him was stupefied, stared straight at Chen Yi for three seconds, and then rushed out of the gym and disappeared. "the zodiac guide is not at all correct! What Sagittarius has the luck of going out today? " Tian Mou is aggrieved. "they are all liars!" Chen Yi joked: "it is not completely wrong ah, although there is no peach blossom luck, the disaster of blood is effective." She is always optimistic, good-looking, and weak, which makes it impossible for people to learn a lesson. Tian Mou took a hateful look at her and sighed, "wait here.

 I'll find out where the infirmary is and get you some medicine.". " Tian Mou's personality was vigorous and aggressive, and before Chen Yi could stop her, she ran out of sight. They are from the medical university, and they are still strangers in their school, not to mention in the sports school next door. Fearing that she would get lost, Chen Yi sent her a message with her empty hand, trying to get her back. As soon as the message was sent out, a shadow was suddenly cast over her eyes. 

Chen Yi's eyes bent up, and before she could say "you are back", a dazzling handsome face came into her eyes. The man was very tall, probably because he ran over in a hurry, breathing unsteadily, two drops of sweat hanging from his forehead, slipping to his curly eyelashes, his eyebrows were somewhat rebellious, and he strongly suppressed him, showing a little cautious tenderness. It was the boy who just passed the ball to the perpetrator and left the gym. He was carrying a handbag with the words "XX drugstore" printed on it in his right hand. Chen Yi looked at him, his eyelashes trembled twice, the emotion he had tried to hide came back to his heart again, and the smile on his face disappeared a little. He stood in front of her, bowed his head slightly, and his eyes fell on her face without blinking. For a long time, the boy bent the corner of his mouth, as if laughing at himself. "Chen Yi," he whispered, "how come every time we meet, it seems to hurt you?" [dedication for you] for a long time, Chen Yi didn't know how to define her relationship with Yin Xian. The Baidu entry defines "childhood love", which is "to describe the unguessed situation between boys and girls". When she and Yin Xian met for the first time, they were both in the first year of junior high school, and no matter how they looked at it, they did not meet the requirements of "children". 

But later, when Yin Xian introduced her to his friends, all said, "Chen Yi is my Qingmei, you all be careful and don't let people bully her." Chen Yi lived with her parents in a prosperous coastal city for the first 12 years of her life. When she was in junior high school, when her parents' business expanded and there was no time to take care of her, her widowed grandmother called and asked Chen Yi to live with her. The town has not been demolished, and the alleys are still rows of flat-tile houses, while Grandma Chen's house and Yin Xian's house are only separated by a wall. Yin Xian's first meeting with her took place under this wall. That day, Chen Yi just went to the newly transferred school to go through the formalities. When he came back and opened the door, he saw a young man in a white T-shirt sitting on the wall. There was a tall sycamore tree in the courtyard, and the lowest branch was just over his head, and the sun branded him like a string of copper coins through the branches and leaves. Chen Yi's eyes were afraid of light and half-closed. He could not see what he looked like in a haze. The next moment, he jumped down the wall with great understanding. He was supposed to land as chic as in a martial arts novel, but he didn't choose the landing site, stepped on a pebble staggered, and was about to fall. 

Chen Yi rushed over and tried to give him a hand, but the momentum was too strong. Both of them fell to the ground. "hiss." Chen Yi is wearing shorts, knee-knock on the ground, rubbing a few blood stains, looks shocking. Before she knew it, the teenager got up and went straight to her grandmother's house. Chen Yi wondered for two seconds if she was in the wrong place. After a while, he came out with a bottle of iodophor and gauze and made a gesture to help her clean the wound. Chen Yi's defensive heart slowly revived and quietly moved away from a little distance. He scratched his hair helplessly, squatted down, and faced her face to face, showing an extremely friendly and kind expression: "are you Grandma Chen's granddaughter?" I'm your neighbor. I came to your house for dinner. " Chen Yi, who was well-bred since childhood, saw for the first time that someone could take it for granted, fresh and refined. Her fist-clenched hand loosened slightly and nodded to him when most of her vigilance was gone. "I often get hurt in fights. I have a lot of experience in dealing with wounds. Don't be afraid. It won't hurt you." The teenager's tone was somewhat coaxing, and he was vaguely proud of the words "often get hurt in fights". Chen Yi couldn't laugh or cry, and the wound on his leg was bleeding, so he no longer refused. He didn't brag. He applied for the medicine quickly and neatly and finally tied a delicate double bow to her knee with gauze. 

Chen Yi thanked him, and he waved his hand and said, "you're welcome. Do you know my name?" She shook her head and looked at him in bewilderment. The appearance of the teenager is still young, and her peach blossom eyes are sparkling: "my name is Yin Xian, and Xian is the 'dedication' for you, so it's right to do this." "How can anyone introduce himself like that?" Her voice was very low, and she unconsciously had a soft waxy southern accent. Yin Xian didn't quite understand it, but she guessed most of it: "I'm moral. I always return the favor after grabbing so much food from Grandma Chen." Don't worry, I'll take care of you and let you walk sideways in Lingcheng! " Yin XianTalking and behaving like a local hegemon, Chen Yi made up his mind to keep his distance from him. But unexpectedly, it is true that he often comes to eat, and he indeed wants to take care of her. Because of his disobedience to soil and water, Chen Yi soon became ill in Lingcheng. After his recovery, his thin body expanded rapidly like blowing balloons. As soon as his weight went up, he could not lose it with all his efforts. When she was a teenager, she pretended not to care, but when she heard someone talking behind her back on the road, she could not help but quicken her pace. Yin Xian did not follow, turned to teach the talkative guys a lesson, came to Grandma's house that night, and ate two more steamed buns. Chen Yi looked at his bulging cheeks with a speechless face: "if you can't eat, don't eat, it will give you a stomachache." "it's all right. I'll wash the dishes and mop the floor later and digest it." He finally swallowed it down and said to himself vaguely, "now you must have put on weight?" Go out to be a bad boy during the day, but do housework obediently when you come back at night. 

Chen Yi looked at him, and there was a helpless smile on her lips. She could not help but hold out her hand and brush the sesame seeds off his cheek. [all my life] it was not until the beginning of high school that she and Yin Xian became "double fat in Lingcheng". Chen Yi realized that the reason why he ate so much was that he wanted to be fat with her. Always get along with each other, too close, but it is difficult to find him bit by bit of change, the original Yin Xian has grown enough to block the width of the courtyard door side by side with her. She couldn't help laughing. Yin Xian was angry and knocked her on the forehead: "Don't laugh!" Unfortunately, his round chin seemed unintimidating, and he realized it, so he shifted his anger to the bike. The bike, which was about to announce its retirement, was hit because it was too heavy to bear. The worst thing about them getting fat together is that the bike will be crushed. The means of transportation were gone, so they had to catch the bus and step on the morning self-study bell to enter the classroom. Chen Yi always has good grades and works hard, even if he is in the experimental class, he can win first place. Yin Xian was admitted to high school only under the guidance of her tutoring. When the admission notice came down, his parents specially sent gifts. Chen Yi refused to take it. Yin Xian left things and drove people away. She heard about Yin Xian's family from her grandmother, and the situation was so complicated that it could be on the social news. Yin Xian had no one to care about when he was a child, so when he grew up, he was naturally not close to his parents. He would rather go to his neighbor's house to eat than stay at home. After entering the rebellious period in his teens, he became even more disobedient. 

At first, he only listened to Grandma Chen, and later there was another Chen Yi. Thinking that he had a great responsibility, Chen Yi redoubled his efforts and wanted to take him on the right path. High school is not in the same class, afraid that he skipped class, Chen Yi every day to go to school to see him sitting obediently in the classroom before returning to his classroom. She acted magnanimously, but in the eyes of people with ulterior motives, there was another interpretation. Chen Yi's experimental class, second only to her, is a very handsome boy. With the blessing of his grades and appearance, he was quite popular at school, but he had no distractions and concentrated on his studies. 

Chen Yi was the only one who could talk to him at school. Flying around the campus with malicious gossip, several times Chen Yi went to the water room to play Scald, and you could hear someone saying, let her match the fat man at the end of the crane in Class 18, and don't harm others. People like her who don't hear about foreign affairs know, not to mention Yin Xian from all sides. Most of the people who talk about this gossip are girls, and he can't even beat girls. Yin Xian changed his talkative nature, and after being silent for several days, he said to her one evening, "Chen Yi, I'm sorry." Confused, Chen Yi turned his head and asked him, "what's the matter?" He looked down and answered the question: "I thought it would be better.". " In the following short period of more than a month, Yin Xian lost as much weight as lightning. Three years later, when I first saw him, most of his face was gone, and he gradually became as handsome as a knife and ax, more than twice as good-looking as the boy in Chen Yi's class. He treated Chen Yi as a protector, but now he has changed his former appearance, and no one dares to talk about them in public. Originally afraid that Chen Yi was unhappy, he did not show it at school, but now he got wind of it, and everyone with better information knew that his friends outside the school were getting better and better. 

The after-effect of the matter is that Chen Yi ignored him. Yin Xian pushed a lot of invitations from those bad friends, honestly followed her to do her homework for a week, and then sat eagerly at the desk watching her. It was not what it used to be. With such a face, few people could refuse, but Chen Yi was an exception. Distracted by his burning eyes, he looked up and stared at him. ". You know, when I'm so handsome, I usually only appear in anime. " Seeing her reaction, Yin Xian slowly hummed a line of lyrics. Chen Yi was amused by him. Instead of keeping a straight face, Chen Yi teased, "did the meat you lost grow to your face?" "just smile," Yin Xian breathed a sigh of relief. "Don't be angry, Mr. Chen. I know I was wrong." He can tell her 365 times a year. Chen Yi frowned and grabbed his hand in a pleading tone: "Yin Xian, can you promise me?" Don't have anything to do with those people! " Every time Yin Xian came back from a party with the gang, Chen Yi could smell tobacco on his clothes, mixed with the smell of alcohol, and the dangerous signal made her nerves tense all over her body. Her voice fell and the air suddenly fell silent. The circuit of the old house was unstable, the light of the chandelier flashed twice, suddenly went out, and the whole room became dark. In the dark, the hand she held broke free from the palm of her hand. 

Chen Yi heard Yin Xian's voice, and the smile faded inside, leaving only a little fatigue. "my parents don't want to take care of me anymore. Chen Yi, can you take care of me for the rest of your life?" [Yin Xian, what about me] there were all kinds of yesterday, such as the death of yesterday. Chen Yi has been thinking about this sentence since the day he parted from Yin Xian. But no matter how many psychological hints, at this moment of reunion with Yin Xian, he seemed to be deceiving himself and others, and the words he had said reverberated in her ears. She didn't say a word, and Yin Xian didn't take another step forward. The atmosphere was deadlocked, but she walked around and came back to break the silence. "Xiaoyi, I don't see the infirmary, why don't we go back to school first. " Without finishing his words, Tian Mou saw Yin Xian and the medicine in his hand: "aren't you the one who just ran away?" Did you buy some medicine? He looks like a peach blossom, but he is still a good man! Thank you! " Before Chen Yi could stop it, Tian Mou took the medicine from Yin Xian and called her, "Xiaoyi, let's go!" She answered, and as she brushed past Yin's dedication, she heard him whisper "good-bye". Goodbye. Chen Yi closed her eyes and thought, it has been a whole year between this meeting and the last one. When is the next time to see you again? The medical students are busy with their courses. Except for a trip to Hetian on the first day of school, Chen Yi spent the whole month in the school library, occasionally flashing a figure in her mind, and was quickly suppressed by her numerous and complicated medical terms. During the National Day holiday, Chen Yi did not go home or travel with other classmates but went to an animal rescue station recommended by the professional tutor for an internship, where she did a simple job of dealing with wounds. The stationmaster of the rescue station is a young man in his twenties who wears gold-rimmed glasses and looks clean and gentle. Many little girls in the station came with Chen Yi to inquire about him openly and secretly, all of which were blocked by him, which not only made his position clear but also did not hurt his friend. 

This can't help but remind Chen Yi of Yin Xian. Once a girl came to confess her love to him for her beauty. At that time, he had a fierce face and scared people away. Chen Yi said that he did not understand amorous feelings, but he said plausibly that he could not be fettered by emotional trifles. There was a sentence hovering in her heart, and her lips opened and closed, but she didn't ask. Yin Xian, what about me? am I your emotional trivia, too? Probably because the idea is too strong, on the last day of the National Day holiday, Chen Yi entered the rescue station and saw the boy holding the pastoral cat. He almost thought he was hallucinating. ". Yin Xian? " She murmured. The stationmaster opened the curtain and came out with a joke: "before this handsome guy came, you all said I was standing grass, but now you like the new and hate the old?" The girl next to her picked up the husky and answered, "stationmaster, you are not standing grass, standing grass is our 'Erha'." The stationmaster covered his heart with a sad face and laughed in the room. Chen Yi pulled the corners of his mouth, but he couldn't laugh. Of all the people present, she and Yin Xian are the two most incompatible. Yin Xian seemed a little repulsive when he didn't smile, but he had a lot of animal affection, and the animals with open teeth and claws were obedient to his hands. 

Chen Yi, on the contrary, trembled to give the cat shun hair, and was accidentally caught. Hearing the scream, Yin Xiancha, half a room away, rushed over and grabbed her wrist, her face-melting, and her eyes full of tension and anxiety. "Let me see." "Don't be afraid." All of a sudden, it's like going back to the first encounter six years ago. [how can there be such a coincidence] maybe there is a magic spell, as Yin Xian said, as long as she meets him, she will get hurt. When Chen Yi went to the clinic next to the rescue station to get tetanus and returned to his dormitory, Tian Chaogang dragged his suitcase back to school and caught Yin Xian leaving in the crowd with sharp eyes. With one hand on Chen Yi's shoulder, he raised his eyebrow and asked her, "Xiaoyi, I wondered that day. Did you know the boy from that sports school already?" After rolling a few words on the tip of the tongue, Chen Yi finally said, "We are classmates in junior high school." Tian Xian was puzzled, so she didn't want to talk about it, so she didn't ask any more questions. Chen Yi did not quit his internship at the rescue station after the holiday. He spent half a day on weekends, and Yin Xian happened to be there every time he went. Once or twice can be interpreted as coincidentally, for more than a month, how can there be such a coincidence? Chen Yi asked the stationmaster politely, and the other party smiled and said, "Xiao Yin came here and said that he was looking for someone. He has been here for such a long time. He has come here every day. I don't know if the person he is looking for has been found." 

On the way back to school with her after tetanus that day, Yin Xian said to her, "if you don't want to see me, I won't come." At that time, she held nameless anger in her heart, and her voice was stiff: "everyone has his own choice. How can I influence your decision?" Everyone has a choice. This is what he said at first when she could not answer whether she could control him for the rest of his life. After saying this, Chen Yi regretted it. It was such a long time ago, why did she mention the past again? But she couldn't say anything to save it. Yin Xian did not speak, and the two were silent all the way, which continues to this day. In the northern city, it rained several times in November, the temperature dropped suddenly, the leaves withered everywhere, and the wind blew so hard that the clothes rustled. Chen Yi arrived at the rescue station at the usual time, closed the umbrella, and pushed the door in, but did not see the familiar figure. She was stunned, and it took her a long time to recover. The matter had been on her mind for a week, and on weekends, she went half an hour early, but by the time the sun went down, Yin Xian did not come. 

She has always been good at hiding her emotions, but she can't hide them this time. Tian Mou has deep skills in observation and observation and has also been to the rescue station with Chen Yi. She roughly guessed what she was thinking, inquired around, and came back and said, "your junior high school classmate's name is Yin Xian, right?" It is also very famous in the sports school next door. I played very hard and joined the school team as a freshman. I heard that he had a quarrel with someone not long ago and got into a fight in the hospital affiliated to our school. " ". Xiaoyi, are you going? " Chen Yi forgot what she answered, and her mind went blank. When she became conscious, she found herself at the door of Yin Xian's ward. Yin is very popular and has a lot of friends everywhere, and there has been a steady stream of people coming to see him in the past few days, so when Chen Yi asked the nurse where he lived, the nurse gave her a direction without looking up: "it's a coincidence that you're here. No one happens to be here at the moment." The so-called affectionate timidity, the heart is not ready, the body decided for her. Chen Yi turned the doorknob and entered the ward lightly. Yin Xian is taking a nap. He doesn't sleep well. In the summer, they used to take two rocking chairs and lie in the yard to enjoy the cool. 

Yin Xian was always rolling around. If Chen Yi hadn't watched him, he would have fallen several times in his sleep. In return, Yin Xian went to the house to take out an iced watermelon and cut her the sweetest piece in the middle. Chen Yi was concentrating on his book and did not reach for it. He took the watermelon back and carefully picked up all the watermelon seeds with a toothpick and handed them back to her, with a small pear swirl rippling on his right cheek. "you can eat it now, your Highness," Chen Yi said. " Suddenly pulled away from the memory, Chen Yi bowed her head and looked up at Yin Xiangang's open eyes. "Chen Yi, have I always let you down?" He looked at her and said word for word. [Chen Yi, I want to hug you] two years ago, the night of the blackout seemed like a demarcation point. I don't know when the electricity came, Chen Yi found two candles in the cupboard by the shallow moonlight, lit one, and handed it to Yin Xian. When he didn't answer, Chen Yi smiled reluctantly: "Don't let me take care of it. I don't even want the candle I gave you." "Chen Yi," he took a deep breath, "I don't want to hurt you. I'm sorry." I don't want to hurt her, and I can't listen to her all the time. The story of the school bully for the sake of a girl is only a story after all, and it won't happen to her. Chen Yi knew that from that day on, she did not get up early in the morning just to get him out of bed and go to school. She would not look at him after school every night and forbade him to go out with others. Sometimes when walking on the road, Chen Yi would feel that someone was following her. When she turned her head, she passed a familiar corner of clothes vaguely. 

When she looked intently, there was nothing at all. After entering the second year of high school, Chen Yi became busier and busier, the whole person lost a lot of weight, and his face regained the shape of melon seeds, which made his apricot eyes look big and vivid. She is no longer surprised, but this change has brought her a new life. Although there are more and more friends around her, she can't help but look at the location of Yin Xian's class frequently. She can't deceive herself. Yin has long been more than a simple "friend" to her. During the summer vacation in the second and third years of senior high school, her parents will come to pick her up and her grandmother back to that coastal city. Yin Xian did not know where he went, but there was no sign of him for several days. Chen Yi insisted on staying and waiting for him. Finally, on a rainy day at the end of August, he waited for Yin Xian who came back braving the rain. She sent him a lot of messages, but he didn't reply. Chen Yi had no expectations, but now when she saw his expression, she knew that she was going to leave. The rain was so heavy that it poured down from the sky and the umbrellas were in vain. The drenched teenager threw the heavy bag on his back to the ground and walked slowly towards her step by step. Like blood in Rain Water's wet eyes, his voice was hoarse and low: "Chen Yi, I want to hug you." His voice was covered by the rain, but he could still hear a little shiver. 

Yin Xian soon noticed that he was covered in Rain Water and didn't want to wet her clothes. Just about to take back her words, she took two steps forward and plunged into his arms, holding him firmly in her hands. It seemed that after a long time, and as if only for a moment, Chen Yi let go of his hand, took a step back, and looked up at his eyes: "good-bye, Yin Xian." The estrangement between them did not disappear. In Chen Yi's imagination, her reunion with Yin Xian will take place in many years. The unexpected encounter made her have no time to think about how to face him until the second she saw him and heard him ask questions. She took his hand and said, "if I said, I have never been disappointed in you, would you believe it?" It is not without expectations. Chen Yi also hopes that Yin Xian can be a good student who devotes himself to his studies. But everyone is destined to be different. As he said, "walk the rivers and lakes", some people walk the rivers and lakes to do evil, some people walk the rivers and lakes to act in a chivalrous manner, and Yin Xian is the latter. He was very "naughty" and unorthodox, the kind of boy who would have ordered her to back off if her parents were around, but he was also the softest and kindest boy she had ever seen. How could she be disappointed in him like this? Deliberate estrangement is just that she is afraid that if he goes on like that for a long time, he will eventually drift away from her. 

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College entrance examination, university, work. Any one of them could completely separate them, so she let herself get used to it first. Chen Yi was not brave enough at that time. Her life was so long that she dared not make a promise easily, even though she already had the answer from the bottom of her heart. [how long is she willing to wait] nearly a semester later, Chen Yi and Tian Mou re-entered the indoor gymnasium of the sports school, still to watch people play ball. This is the final of the city's college basketball match. Tickets are hard to get. Chen Yi got two VIP tickets dedicated to Yin. He is the main forward of the sports school team. He fought with people before because some people were not convinced that he had just entered the school and parachuted into such an important position. Fortunately, he was in the good physical condition and soon resumed training.

 Chen Yi did not know how he explained their relationship to his teammates. The substitute in the team sat next to her as if she were one of her own, bragging about how good "our team" was with her throughout the game, focusing on Yin Xian, who scored 42 points by a man on the court. "

I don't see that he has only trained professionally for more than a year, which is even better than those of us who are good at basketball in junior high school." Chen Yi caught the keywords in her ear and repeated blankly: "…" More than a year? " "Yes, according to the coach, he went to special training during the summer vacation of his sophomore year of high school." The substitute sighed, "he said he wanted to go to college." During the summer vacation when he was missing, he went to train. It is not that Chen Yi has thought that it is very hard for him to take the college entrance examination even as a sports student, but when those neglected facts are really in front of her, her heart is so heavy that she is out of breath. Seeing that the situation was not good, Tian Mou enlivened the atmosphere and said, "for love to take the university entrance examination, it is not without gains, at least with us Xiaoyi can continue the previous relationship." The words "continue the previous relationship" are simple to say, but in reality, Chen Yi and Yin Xian are still at the stage where they have just explained the misunderstanding clearly. On the day she was discharged from the hospital, Chen Yi packed up with Yin Xian. When she walked out of the hospital building, there was a drizzle in the air.

 Yin opened her umbrella and gave her most of the space under the umbrella. Chen Yi hesitated for two seconds, took his arm, and pulled him under the umbrella. Close at hand, when Yin Xian spoke, she seemed to hear his strong heartbeat. He said, "Chen Yi, wait for me." Chen Yi nodded: "good." This time, she was willing to wait as long as she could. The game was coming to an end and the atmosphere was so tense that even the substitute clenched his fist held his breath and stopped talking. Chen Yi stared at Yin Xian, who was wearing a white No. 9 jersey without blinking and followed him to see him dunk in the penultimate second and score the last two points. For a moment, the whole audience applauded and cheered like thunder.