Why don't we start over.
"I sincerely wish you a new world."
on the first night of Okawa's departure, Lulu played games in the Internet bar all night and won every qualifying game. They met in the same place in this Internet bar. According to Lulu's usual meaning, where you fall, you have to immediately pat your buttocks and get up from there, and you can't delay fighting again after waving goodbye.
as a hobby changed in three days, Lulu, a seeded player who only believes that love is thin and short, Lulu, with this talent of being lovelorn for only a few days, is determined to become a dark horse in love with scars and forget the pain from an early age. Therefore, she has always been confident and has a good-looking face, because she is more and more fearless, which makes her more and more attractive.
Lulu finished her imperfect life beautifully, with beautiful selfies, beautiful jobs, beautiful houses, beautiful life, and beautiful life handwriting on the examination paper. She is the kind of cunning girl who can easily get high marks at the end of the term even though she has never listened carefully. But just like all the bad girls in love stories, if they refuse to park again, they will at least fall for someone once in their life. Even if the shore is not thousands of miles clear, but also to support the rickety boat, rain or shine, to love humbly holding the dust.
Lulu also had this consciousness, so she couldn't help dialing Okawa's phone after playing the game for three days, but the only thing on the phone was that she couldn't get through again and again, and Lulu began to get angry. She did not believe that she had completely lost the ability to make a comeback in Okawa's heart.
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Lulu thought of Temple Run, a game she was once addicted to in college. She finally reached a new high score of surpassing all her friends, but accidentally jumped one more time because of her hand slippage. She crashed to death at the most common intersection in the picture. This kind of Mini-Game is easy to get tired of. After playing for some time, Lulu feels that the process of having to go back to the starting point every time is boring, so she unloads it completely. At first, Lulu downloaded it only because someone in the post-bar said that an American god finally ran out of the forest, saw a big city, and attached a picture. The city at the end of the forest is as beautiful as a mirage.
but in fact, the game does not have the finale of running out of the forest and back to the city at all, we just start all over again and again in the script of the game.
on her way back to Okawa, Lulu tried humble retention, angry revenge, and squatting downstairs every day. I tried to pull him back to the starting point of the game with the romance of all kinds of memories. I tried to apologize and cry and imitate the movie lines and said to him, Okawa, why don't we start all over again. But not a single time in exchange for her victory.
Okawa said, Lulu, don't cry.
Dachuan said, Wang Lulu, can you leave me alone?
Ogawa said, do you understand the boundary between people and people that you can't start all over again?
Lulu said, my geography is too bad to recognize where the boundary between me and you has been marked.
Lulu said all I know is that if you are willing to hold out your hand to me, I will be very happy.
Lulu said: I used to think that the feeling of love was all an illusion of distraction, which would be pierced when it fell into real life. Now think about it, maybe life is a big illusion, only a little bit of feeling from you is the most real part of me.
Lulu knows that compared with such perseverance, she may never lower her profile, let go generously, and wear a chic coat with dignity that is more suitable for the mainstream of girls' self-love nowadays. But Lulu couldn't stand the thought that once she let go, nothing would ever have anything to do with this person. It's even more unbearable than today's humiliation.
then Lulu changed her strategy and stopped harassing Okawa. They reached a consensus in the last heated negotiation, which is the vulgar saying that they will always be friends from now on.
this sentence used to make Lulu sick to goosebumps, but now Lulu wants to see Dachuan's middle-aged fat squatting at the school gate and bowing his head to tie his children's shoelaces carefully. I want to see the tiredness in his eyes when he and his wife sit smoking on the steps of the neighborhood after a quarrel. I also want to see the frustration that he can no longer attract the attention of passers-by when he is old and old. She wanted to plant her flag in any corner of his territory, not to disturb his eyes, as long as it existed seriously in the circle he drew.
with an unreasonable superstition, she felt in her heart that she had owed a lot of people the wrong debt over the years, and if she had to pay it back, she should pay it all back to him.
I don't know if Lulu's later life is still without the trace left by walking out of the river. You said to completely erase the traces left by a person, enough for a few bottles of wine, enough for a few hot pots, and enough for a few barbecues.
sometimes a word is enough, but sometimes it's not enough.
maybe one day when Lulu walks in a roadside shop and hears Huang Yaoming singing "Dear Princess" on the screen when she sings the sentence "sincerely bless you, endure the new world", she will nod as if she let go of everything.
maybe a lantern that goes out in her heart will be lit again and again.
maybe the folds that grow silently in her life can soften layer by layer.
perhaps, in the twists and turns that everyone has gone through, someone will eventually come over, break off a plum from the branch, wear it quietly on his chest, and accept all the selfishness, misery, unbearably, expectation, tenderness, and tolerance bit by bit.
Let's start all over again.
start all over again and go back to the age when you still believe that you can be together forever.
No matter how far it is, we should be together. For a long time, we have all wanted to be together.