You are a secret I can't tell.

you

"I wish I was Lu Xiaoyu. I think she is not alone at all. It is enough to have Ye Xianglun with her."

"how about I be your Ye Xianglun? now, they can't see you, only I can see you."

"Oh, can you be serious and stop making fun of me, ha?"

this is my conversation with a boy in junior high school.

he sits behind me, his voice is very similar to Jay Chou, he also has a single eyelid, loves to laugh, plays basketball very well, is cheerful and active, and rarely sees him being shy. At that time, the movie "The Secret I can't tell" was very popular, and a lot of people were imitating it.

I saw a topic on Weibo the other day about the most serious joke in your memory, so I thought of him. at that time, we were young and sensitive to everything, but for those things that should have been said seriously, we always pretended to laugh and make a scene that we didn't understand, for fear that the other person would say "I like you" and was so cramped that we didn't know where to put our hands.

however, the stories of youth are always full of reverie, and the memories are shining and shining in the years.

I sat in front of him at that time, and he always poked me with cheap hands, playing the childish game of poking your right shoulder with his finger on your left and letting you turn around and lose, and I was always fooled. He never gets tired of it, and he is always beaten by me.

every summer homework, he will ask me for it in the first three days of school, and then copy the Chinese part in one day. He doesn't like Chinese, so he doesn't write at all, and I don't like math, so I always ask him for advice. Once after class, because I was the monitor, I was responsible for going to the teacher's office to get the papers. I, who had a good face, was always afraid that I would not do well in the exam, so I was anxious to turn to my share, pulled it out, and held it in my hand. And I did not do well in the exam that time. I was a little depressed. When I came back to the classroom, I saw him sitting in my seat writing on his desk. When I saw that I was coming, I hurried back to my seat. I said what are you doing sneaking around? he doesn't talk. After I sat down, seeing that I was unhappy, he poked me again and said, "did you fail the exam again?" Boys of that age just have a cheap ability to find out where you are sad, to make you sad, and then to comfort you. even though I think it's cute now, it wasn't at that time. I was not happy at that time. I turned around and beat him. He said while blocking with his arm, "you can hit me with my pencil case. What is the ability to beat people?" Take it when I say so! Then he picked up his pencil case and smashed it at him. When I was playing hard on my face, Yu Guang saw four words written with correction fluid on the desk under his pencil case: I like you.

my face turned red and quickly turned around, but I was very happy. I don't know where the secret joy in my heart came from. I am a person who blushes easily and can't hide things at all. I know that he is learning the passage that Lu Xiaoyu writes with correction liquid on his desk in Secrets that cannot be told. I also know what this means, but we all tacitly agree not to mention it anymore. From then on to graduation, we have become each other's hearts, which can not be told the secret.

now I am 25 years old, and many people rush past me.  

you come and go, but the word "I love you" becomes too simple and unloving.

whenever I think of the heartbeat of those teenagers, I can laugh out tears secretly.

I miss it. The older I get, the more secrets I have. The person I love, the experience I can't forget, and my heart that I still love you, all slowly begin to become unspeakable secrets. Maybe I can't speak anymore, thinking that I have lost the meaning of those emotions. when you become the secret I can't tell, I no longer move often.

when I was a teenager, my favorites were Jay Chou's "sunny day" and "maple". Two of them had heart palpitations every time I heard them. One was: "once upon a time there was someone who loved you for a long time, but the wind gradually blew the distance away." the other was: "Why did you save it before winter came?" I couldn't help hearing these two words at Jay Chou's concert.

whenever I walk alone in some places that contain memory landmarks, think of some people and things, and have a little regret floating, I will always remind myself that in the future, I will meet some people who are important to me. they may love you deeply but are not good at words. Therefore, you should pay close attention and listen carefully to those jokes. Do they contain some profound meaning that you are aware of and should be cherished?

here are the Weibo messages collected by brother Yue from @ _ absentee and the backstage messages from Aspirin Museum, moved by every secret:

@ 67

now, for three years, I have been afraid to tell you that I want to get back together with you. It has always been a secret that you got married in July this year.

@ Xiao Q

after a breakup, I often go to places where you might be alone after work, and then I never meet you.

@ NEK

there is a bottle of September 2, 2008, in the drawer of your room. The bottle of jasmine tea handed to me has not been unsealed so far.

@ Anonymous friend

I think you're asleep now. You know, I watched your Zhihu dynamic almost 20 times today and watched your attention and attention almost 10 times. I have to keep running to be worthy of the excellent you. When I am good enough to confess to you, I will come again.

@ Li Dingtou

when I took the graduation photo, I desperately wanted to stand behind you and get closer to you. Maybe this is the only picture we have together.

@ Xia Doudou

A lot of things I wanted to say to you finally disappeared into the draft box.

@ Ding Wenqi

you are the secret I can't tell.

do you remember the secret of that secret love when you were young? Maybe I still miss his secret after the breakup. Do you still remember the story that many sweet secrets got separated before we had time to tell them?

this year, the movie "the Secret you can't tell" has been released for Ten years . How time flies. it has been ten years since we were young. to commemorate the film, Jay Chou teamed up with Broadway to create the stage play "Secrets you can't tell" this year. A story of youth poked into the corner of our hearts that we thought had disappeared long ago. Do you have any secrets that you can't tell him or her? Those unspoken love, regret missed, at that time the secret only in your heart, if you tell the tree hole these secrets that have been in your heart for a long time.

try to tell your secrets in the tree hole, keep them, then wave, maybe you can start again, or maybe he /she just hears the secrets in your heart, and you can start all over again.

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everyone has an unforgettable person who doesn't dare to say it, but I just can't open my mouth and let you know my secret:

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"Although we broke up, I still love you."